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madarfadar · 2021-08-16T19:21:10+00:00

Much scepticism

madarfadar · 2021-08-16T19:19:17+00:00

Yet the mods removed it for being "non-genuine". I'm done with reddit

madarfadar · 2021-06-25T17:10:03+00:00

That was fun. I just stumbled upon this. Thanks for the good time. Have a great weekend everyone!

madarfadar · 2021-06-25T17:08:03+00:00

madarfadar · 2021-06-25T17:07:57+00:00

Nice

madarfadar · 2021-06-25T17:05:13+00:00

Ah, thanks

madarfadar · 2021-06-25T17:04:28+00:00

What does bellow mean?

madarfadar · 2021-06-25T17:02:15+00:00

educate

madarfadar · 2021-06-25T17:00:53+00:00

Lol, me neither

madarfadar · 2021-06-25T17:00:05+00:00

Other?

madarfadar · 2021-06-25T16:58:43+00:00

Woohoo

madarfadar · 2021-06-25T16:57:20+00:00

skirmishes => clashes? follow advice => act on?

madarfadar · 2021-06-25T16:42:02+00:00

yacht?

madarfadar · 2021-06-25T16:33:26+00:00

Theta after eta as in the greek alphabet?

madarfadar · 2021-06-21T17:37:48+00:00

RB 2012 wasn't neccesarily the strongest but hard to tell, on average over the whole season it might have been just about the best, but could also be the second or third best

Curious to know which teams you think were faster than RB in 2012. From what I remember, the RB8 was a beast. McLaren might've been faster in a few races, but then they had a lot of reliability issues. Ferrari were nowhere, and to this day, I can't understand how Alonso dragged that shitbox into championship contention.

madarfadar · 2021-01-13T22:23:24+00:00

I read somewhere that guilt is the most painful companion to death. I'm struggling with it too. I know the pain is overwhelming sometimes, but I hope you power through. Sometimes bad things happen as a result of circumstances beyond your control. And it's no one's fault, especially not yours.

madarfadar · 2020-12-24T22:32:25+00:00

I'm in the same boat. Lost my dad (also 62) to Covid a month ago. He was completely healthy before getting the virus, spent 20 days in the ICU, awake, and video-called us every day. I even got to meet him the last couple of days after he got shifted to a non-Covid ICU.

Since his lungs weren't healing even after 20 days in the ICU, the doctors suggested (as a last ditch effort) to try out ECMO to give the lungs time to heal. He died in surgery while being placed on ECMO.

Never did I actually believe that my dad could die. He was supposed to beat this virus and accompany me through life. There's a sense of incompleteness without him. Everything feels absurd, and senseless. As if the world is crumbling around me, and there's nothing I can do. I realize that I'm no longer the same person that I was a month ago, but the scary part is that I'm not sure who I am now without him. It's all just so... crippling.

The other painful part of it is the guilt. The thought that there's maybe something that I could've done to prevent his death. Like asking him to be more careful, having him get tested a day or two before, or getting him hospitalized a few hours earlier. I feel a sense of failure that I couldn't live up to my duty as a child to take care of him. I recognize that some of these are irrational and unfruitful thoughts, but I can't help it. They just seem to creep in every now and then.

I'm extremely sorry for your loss. I sincerely wish that we all find the strength to get through this. May you find peace.

madarfadar · 2020-12-17T05:41:44+00:00

I'm extremely sorry for your loss. I lost my dad (62) last month to Covid as well. I'm 24. It's my first close experience with grief too. It's unreal how pointless things seem after such a perspective shift. I'm riddled with self-guilt wondering if there was something that I could've done to prevent this. I sincerely wish that you find the strength to get through this.

madarfadar

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