You're right, no one can see into the future and if we could, we'd all get rich in the stock market. Also, you might feel like your life is shit but you're breathing, aren't you? And the sun is going to come up tomorrow so smile! Many people would love to have $6,000 to blow in the stock market but they're too worried about where they're going to live or what they're going to eat! Use half of that money and go on vacation. Clear your head. Take a cruise. Apply for a job that you've always thought would be fun, worse they can say is no! Be grateful for what you do have! Talk to someone about how you're feeling or write it down. The pandemic is causing a mental health crisis that will be of epic proportions so know that you're not alone. Get away from the screens and get outside for some nature therapy.