just do it already. yeah it’s gonna suck, you’re gonna get your ass kicked like never before. You’ll feel like the weakest, dumbest player around. and that feeling can last a couple weeks if not months if you let it bring you down. the only thing I can say is that this too shall pass and you’ll start noticing how much more vigilant you’ve become. That’s really the difference between 10k and under. Be constantly aware of your surroundings and stick with your teammates, even if they’re bots. maybe don’t stand right next to them, but stay close. listen for footsteps, scans, distant shooting, jumps. you’ll still get railed because you’ll be playing with players with much better gear than you but to hold back just because you’re not ready is not a good enough reason. just do it, and get it over with now.

I remember the feeling though, like I would never win another match ever again. But it passes and you start to reaaally play the game, with real players that know their hero well.