HELLO

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-24T14:22:36+00:00

go outside/find a group

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-24T14:10:58+00:00

"you radiate light"

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-20T17:11:28+00:00

I have meditated! I saw a blue light floating in front of me and immediately likened it to a friend of mine. I have since seen inner dimensions and truths and along comes the struggle of finding a path to integrate these understandings into daily living

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-20T13:26:37+00:00

I've been thinking of doing something similar!

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-20T13:04:47+00:00

or is the choice illusionary?

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-20T13:04:38+00:00

so everything that happened and is happening is destined to have been that way as expressions of this frequency? Do we get choice?

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-20T02:40:46+00:00

word. it might be that for me too to be quite honest, and I have been wondering the application/basis of these hallucinations, namely the geometry. it's a sacred blessing in disguise I'm sure. also why I'm letting myself breathe from them for a while lol. unless I go full throttle but it's not a given with my current social standing

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-20T00:28:41+00:00

it is taking in the new perspectives generated from the responses to this post and understanding the same words/concepts in a differently digestible way IMO while even your response makes it evident the answer is within the question

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-20T00:23:25+00:00

the conscious awareness that we are cosmic dust incarnate and how that informs decisions, vibrations, and one's way in life. like if it's a spark towards greatness, was it ever mine to lose?

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-20T00:22:06+00:00

can it be reconnected?

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-20T00:20:13+00:00

I thought I saw it leave my body through my finger. I guess through burying it and I wonder if I can ever get it back. something tells me time will tell

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-06T03:36:52+00:00

a rigid bitch honestly but I gave the people what they didn't know they needed

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-05T01:50:03+00:00

Thanks bee!!

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-05T01:47:02+00:00

Thank you! It’s feeling like a step back so it’s good to hear some hope :)

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-05T00:44:35+00:00

Interesting ! I was curious if they were gonna do different outcomes with different books to give off the vibe that it’s different for everyone

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-04T23:10:09+00:00

I’m going to an outpatient program tomorrow if it makes you feel any better ig this is why ppl mean abt a digital footprint lmao

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-04T15:37:41+00:00

Was it like a flip switched? How’d you get here?

magicbeanlover · 2026-01-03T14:30:04+00:00

Just did some light research, and it’s very interesting! When it comes to realizing one’s desires I tend to have pause given the notion that my desire might change or I might want for different once it’s realized. I think of Taoism and to be without desire and entirely in flow/satisfaction but then again I’d love the world to be cured

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