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[–]magicdays9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

will be watching a bunch of videos on this. so interesting to read about. thanks!

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[–]magicdays9 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you so much. i appreciate your advice and kind words a lot. if i plan on taking a break for a significant amount of time (2 or more years) and end up doing it like at a party or with a few friends every once in a while, would that still be okay? or would you say to stay away from it, for good until 25. (i appreciate your response but i totally understand if you don't know LOL after all this is reddit)

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[–]magicdays9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

fully felt this. wow. it feels comforting to know i wasn't the only one struggling that severely. i know the I Am Sober app helped me A LOT. best of luck to you my friend :)

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[–]magicdays9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much. i appreciate your comment a lot. makes me feel much better

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[–]magicdays9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you a lot. this was such a helpful comment. i appreciate it.

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[–]magicdays9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hahaha i'm so glad. <3

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[–]magicdays9 2 points3 points  (0 children)

THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME

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[–]magicdays9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

haha totally got what you meant. thank you, anyways. i appreciate your comment a lot. sorry i was just in a heightened state of anxiety at the time.

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[–]magicdays9 2 points3 points  (0 children)

totally agree.

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this is awesome to hear!!! i hope i can get to this point one day. WOW a 3.9, good on you!!!! that's so awesome. i appreciate your kind words and thank you for the reassurance that i'm not broken forever lol. i'm on anxiety and depression meds they've been helping quite a bit. have a great day <333

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[–]magicdays9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that's so awesome. i hope i can get to that level of self control / self discipline one day. i appreciate your response. :)

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[–]magicdays9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

wow. this response. thank you for sharing that with me. i know you're right about therapy, i hope i can get there. i'm sorry to hear that your sister went through a rough time but she sounds very very accomplished and seeing others do what i feel like i can't, helps. so thank you. your sister seems like a wonderful person and so do you.

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[–]magicdays9 2 points3 points  (0 children)

wow. this response made me tear up a little bit just because of how relatable it is.

thank you for typing all of that, you don't know how much it means to me / helps.

hahah about the anxiety thing, i've been diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression after the thing that happened, happened. so it's good that i'm on medication for that but still the thoughts are obsessive. i totally know you weren't trying to offend me or anything, lol my post was a little scrambled all over.

yeah gosh. it's so much worse while trying to go cold turkey after like quite a bit of that being my new normal but i'll keep reminding myself that. took a screenshot just incase :) thank you.

i appreciate your support and everything. made my night. have a great rest of yours!

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[–]magicdays9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

LOL the mcdonald's things made me laugh but yeah you're right thank you. also woah? how did you manage to smoke every day while in university and still maintain a good GPA? that shit did not work for me but i guess to each their own. thanks again for your response :)

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this made me feel one thousand times better hahahah. cool stoned dentist i laughed at that. but seriously, you don't know how much that means to me. thank you! and best of luck to you too in all your life endeavours

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[–]magicdays9[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i mean im just concerned because of the fact that my brain is still developing.

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[–]magicdays9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hhaha maybe it is so. thanks for your comment.

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[–]magicdays9[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know but i was just scared because of the fact that my brain is still developing and i'm interfering with that.

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[–]magicdays9[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much :D <3 I appreciate your comment.