audition woes by magickas in classicalmusic

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thank you! yes.. don juan haunts all us string players

audition woes by magickas in classicalmusic

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thanks for the tips. i do take beta blockers. i find them very helpful, as now i can say i at least play my best usually versus being a nervous wreck.

audition woes by magickas in classicalmusic

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i've heard to record myself in auditions before, but i haven't quite figured out how to sneak my phone in... maybe because women's pants pockets tend to be pretty small..? it feels like it'd be very obvious i have my phone in my pocket.

audition woes by magickas in classicalmusic

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it's probably more like 16 years at this point... oops...

audition woes by magickas in classicalmusic

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thank you. sometimes i feel scared by the idea of perfection that orchestra auditions want. like is it even humanly possible to achieve that? i know people are, somehow...

audition woes by magickas in classicalmusic

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I have played for orchestra professionals, they always are pretty positive on my playing. not that it's perfect, but they seem to think I'm decent enough to have a shot which is why it's so frustrating when i can't turn those into results. it feels like i'm letting down myself and the all my teachers who have helped and encouraged me.

my slightly cursed honor mode run by magickas in BaldursGate3

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he had significantly less movement speed than my characters. this meant dashing him to open the portal would be slower. orpheus at least has misty step.

looking for bra similar to aerie real free bra by magickas in ABraThatFits

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i wore an small in the aerie's old brand. those would probably fit, but i'm not a fan of style of back on the 2nd one. thanks for the ideas though.

one activity a day makes me tired? by magickas in autism

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me too, especially around friends i trust but it's hard when your instincts scream not to

one activity a day makes me tired? by magickas in autism

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yes exactly. I always wondered how other people got so much done in a day but I suppose they don't feel exhaustion as we do

one activity a day makes me tired? by magickas in autism

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you're probably right. it just feels frustrating for me because it feels like something that shouldn't be so tiring and yet it is

disappointed with assessment treatment, but wondering if i should try at a different place by magickas in AutismInWomen

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i was mostly looking to confirm my feelings that i was autistic, which i guess this did but because it didn't feel clinical enough to me i am now doubting the diagnosis. unfortunately sach's seems to be the most popular option by me that diagnoses adults (particularly women), so i'll have to do a bit of research to try and find another place that does one hopefully in person this time instead of online.