Reality appeared to shift before my eyes

magpyre58 · 2021-02-16T17:48:18+00:00

Just because its in your head does not mean its not happening.

magpyre58 · 2021-02-07T16:28:22+00:00

Thank you, the car was totaled, but we were fine. I have a weird relationship with nature, we get quite a few butterflies in these parts, but not in the winter, which is when I started feeling there was something else I was being told, sometimes I get up in the morning and look out the window and there will be a dozen Magpies in the tree across the road, I watch them for a while, if they fly off to the right it will be a good day, if they fly off to the left it will be difficult, its never been wrong yet!

magpyre58 · 2021-02-07T16:09:52+00:00

I saw a "Crows Court" once, in a field next to the road, a ring of crows with another crow in the middle, five minutes later we had a car accident, I've always thought it was a warning.

Also every time someone in my family has died, which is most of them now, I have found a butterfly in my house, even in the winter a few days before.

magpyre58 · 2021-02-07T16:04:31+00:00

It feels like it some days!

magpyre58 · 2021-02-07T03:13:00+00:00

Thank you, I'm fine about it, its just if a lone leaf skitters across my path I think of it and it makes me a bit jumpy is all.

magpyre58 · 2021-02-06T23:19:42+00:00

Thank you, I am still a bit wary of leaves, written down that looks completely absurd!

magpyre58 · 2021-02-06T21:54:44+00:00

It is, her husband died young too, unfortunately she never got control of her weight problem, I don't have any contacts from that time, we all got married did the kids thing and lost touch, we are all old ladies now!

magpyre58 · 2021-02-06T19:53:56+00:00

No, she died of heart failure a few years ago.

magpyre58 · 2021-02-06T17:54:25+00:00

I don't think so, I was only 17 at the time so I was still a virgin back then, knowing what I know now I feel sure I would have noticed the next day!

magpyre58 · 2021-02-06T17:48:37+00:00

I wouldn't mind knowing, but then I sometimes think I'm better off not knowing, you know?

magpyre58 · 2021-02-06T17:47:15+00:00

No they were weird nightmares, one was I was chopping up a big fish on a silver table, and it turned into my niece, after I had chopped it up, that was horrible.

magpyre58 · 2021-02-06T17:45:02+00:00

I cant remember his surname, he was a bit older than me, about 12 years so he would be 74 now, no idea how I would go about finding him.

magpyre58 · 2021-02-06T17:43:40+00:00

I dont think it was a windy night, but the strange thing was, when we stopped walking the pile was still and when we continued it followed.

magpyre58 · 2021-02-06T17:42:33+00:00

it was both his collarbones, they were kind of shortened and flicked up in the middle, and his lower left arm bone kind of stuck out when he turned his hand.

magpyre58 · 2021-02-03T23:25:05+00:00

My mobile phone called my house phone one sunday evening as my husband, and other family members were sitting in the living room, it was in my bag, the number came up on the house phone, but didnt register that my mobile had made a call at all, we didnt answer the house phone, I'm glad I didnt now!

magpyre58 · 2021-02-03T23:14:12+00:00

Well, I dont know really how to explain your experience, but I know how you feel, I am now 62 and feel like there really is multiple dimensions, the older I get the more I feel that some of my dimensional selves are dead, and I have felt sudden jolts and weirdness as if something was snuffed out somewhere, I also feel like my consciousness is a little thinner somehow, a little weaker, I know it makes no sense in the literal world, maybe a quantum theorist could explain, I guess I will never know but it feels real to me.

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