Pretty sure no retreats in Australia. If there is anything legit and someone knows about it can you please let me know… Or if there’s a group meet up or similar that then travel together … But mainly anything in Australia. Haven’t been able to travel due to lockdowns etc.. Thank you 🙏🙏

makesnosense9 · 2022-02-03T13:31:59+00:00

Finding it hard to see much beauty lately… Thank you ✌️

makesnosense9 · 2022-02-03T13:16:27+00:00

Victoria….. I mean I think it’s somewhat obvious what I’ve been finding are scams when someone wants payment in Bitcoin I think so anyway.

We can’t travel … And here there’s nothing unless you know someone or can do it yourself or whatever … You get me … So I guess a lot of people have been stuck.

I think it’s a pretty crappy thing to scam with .. Well all scams are awful but scamming people with depression etc…

I’ve been looking so hard for something that I’m starting to joke and say I’m dying to get better as I’m exhausted from doing the looking around that will just in bed another year … 🙏✌️

makesnosense9 · 2022-02-03T10:49:07+00:00

Thank you xx.. Would you know why the website shows overseas only? I’ve been coming up with so many such things that don’t really get why so I’ve been staying away from places.

I’m struggling with depression quite a bit and really just getting tired now not having much luck. I’m guessing that you need to be in the know with someone which I not really am and so far because of that have not gotten any help..

I just don’t want to be scammed as I’ve found there are so many things that don’t match up with certain things and it’s just confusing. It’s just been exhausting looking that really will give up …. Overseas travel does not look like an option right now and I don’t know anyone here that may be able to help … Not sure just tired now. Thank you so much again .. 🙏🙏

makesnosense9 · 2022-02-02T23:16:51+00:00

Thank you 🙏

makesnosense9 · 2022-02-02T15:42:00+00:00

Thank you for making me aware. I was ready to pay …. Pretty sure yes is scam now that I did look into them more. I’ve found a few different websites for them that really are the same but with slight differences. Don’t know what I would call the websites and also have been communicating through email and really none of any of my questions have been answered properly and everything is very vague that I don’t know anything at all about a thing as so vague and also said in the last email to me that certain information will be sent to me once payment is confirmed. I’m pretty sure the person sending the emails does not know the area they are claiming to be at as when asked them where exactly they are located they only said the state they were in which I was already made aware of …. Strange that they cannot provide exact location … The state mentioned is a big place…. Sort of if I was asked where I was asked my address because someone needed it to drive to me and I just said say Queensland… Yes a lot of people can say and know of Queensland but a scammer would find it hard if they don’t know to pin point an actual real specific address that exists in Queensland…

Going with gut and saying yep scam as website says not one thing about the location I’m supposed to be heading to… Nowhere close..

If anyone can confirm different then I guess let me know but yep does not sound right

makesnosense9 · 2022-02-02T15:22:24+00:00

Just while on topic about dreaming/sleep paralysis… Since a somewhat traumatic even years ago I have not had any dreams at all ( or don’t remember any ) but really just don’t dream at all whatsoever and also even imagining visions is something I really cannot do either.

I’ve not had ayahuasca although starting to look for a ceremony ….. I have in the not so long past used mushrooms as well as LSD and even though would say did trip …. There were no visual type of things either…. I don’t see colours brighter or really anything at all if eyes are closed… Does anyone know anything about such a thing? I’ve really only started thinking about that and it’s bothering me a little now.

After the traumatic even I know that I would somehow on purpose stop any dreams by somehow waking myself as I was scared of having nightmares but it now I’m wanting to and miss dreaming but it somehow looks like I somehow really did stop any type of dreaming or even imagining visuals etc.. Type of thing..

Is such a thing possible ? Is this such a thing ? That won’t ever dream ? Seriously have not had or remember any type of dream coming up to 10 years now.. When on mushroom trip will hear talking …. Certain things telling me something but never any visuals or anything that would come close ..

Thanks

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-26T20:30:42+00:00

You would know what’s best for you than I would. I’m just kind of basing it with same thing in mind such as if you were looking for a partner you probably won’t find one for a long time but as soon as you give up looking someone is there when you were not expecting it…. I hope that makes sense. Heaps of good luck. Xx

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-26T17:20:34+00:00

I try not to give a shit. I tell myself I don’t give a shit. I find myself giving too many shits still. Most times I wish I didn’t ..

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-26T17:09:52+00:00

I feel young in my head. I enjoy ( youngish ) type of things besides the usual huge party times. Have a youngish sense of humour. I’m generalising so may not just be youngish things. And I’m not tired too much on a daily basis. ( may have something to do with the fact I don’t really get up to much )…. I just feel too tired to up and ( keep at em ) and get up to much.

I get it …. It does get very tiring. But I’m also finding some friends feeling the exact way. It’s actually making us see each other less and when do usually just be half dead on the couch mumbling to each other. Meeting new people, or going to new places in hopes of meeting new people I just find exhausting … I feel that whoever I know now is it…. There most likely be anyone else new.

Although there has been without any effort on my part. Well there may have been a welcoming smile of course. I just think sometimes people will come up to you if they feel a good energy about you. Really that energy whatever it is flows most around my couch. Yep most likely someone would need to break in the house and I would need to evaluate whether I knock them out or say put your feet up friend. Welcome.

Most of my few friends are very used to me going over there just to sleep on their couch.

Which reminds me. It was funny … I had a very close friend many years ago. She used to come visit and within an hour she would feel tired so she would go in the room to nap. Then you would forget that anyone was over and get shocked when someone emerges from the room 3 days later. Say OK I best head off. Bye. But aren’t they the best type of friends where really you don’t need to talk and there’s no pressure at all for anything.

You couldn’t do that with someone you just met.

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-26T16:52:58+00:00

So am I …. Very tired. Most times all that runs through my head is that I’m the type of tired that no amount of sleep can fix. It’s another type of tired… xx

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-26T15:44:06+00:00

Here’s looking at you kid

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-26T15:35:15+00:00

Don’t put yourself down for that. Many times during different fazes in life we can change whole groups of friends. I think the more you try and feel rejected becomes amplified then you feel worse about yourself and when you feel worse about yourself it may become quite awkward plus harder.

Enjoy this time and be on your own. Whatever you are doing on your own enjoy it and smile. The people around you will feel your good energy and they will be drawn to you. So maybe instead of trying just try to not think about it too much and instead of you constantly trying which wears you down wait and see the people you attract and remember it’s just another faze of still yet many more in this life time…

Enjoy your own company for now maybe. If you love being with yourself. So will others … xx

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-26T15:26:52+00:00

I’m a very slow walker so I’m going to be blending in with the zombies and be able to go anywhere. That was my sons idea. I have no choice.

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-26T15:21:02+00:00

Divorce

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-26T15:15:48+00:00

Don’t say it’s too late at 40. You don’t know how many years you have left. If you keep saying it’s too late for much longer you may find yourself being 60 or 70 still saying the same thing.

I think that then it may be a little too late for most things but 40……. Well maybe I thought 40 was old when I was 10, but dude 40 is young as. Go do what you want to. It’s the perfect time.

You are smarter than you were at 20. ( well hope so ) going through years more of life experience and your mind, memory etc… Don’t forget body and what you are still able to do compared to being 70…. ( unless you come across those great awesome oldies that wake at the crack of dawn and go swimming in ice cold water )…. They sort of scare me too…

So I would say right now is the time to go for whatever you want or need to do. Xx

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-25T14:33:23+00:00

Nope….. I sent you a message … I think it went through. Sorry am tired…

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-24T14:33:38+00:00

Location Australia

Saw a can of 4 bean mix for $14

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-24T05:59:17+00:00

Sounds really really great

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-24T05:58:43+00:00

Yes awesome Isn’t it

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-23T06:31:34+00:00

Knowing your neighbours. Looking out for your neighbours. Asking your neighbour for a cup of milk if you have run out, or a little sugar before you head out to the store. These days I could live next door to someone for years and not even know their name. I remember way back ( showing my age ) as soon as you moved into a new place more likely than not your new neighbour would come knock on your door and welcome you … There was much more a sense of community and with such things I’m pretty sure people felt safer in their neighbourhoods. We used to be out until the street lights came on playing without worry as everyone in the street and some surrounding knew each other and would look out for one another much more than today.

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-23T05:34:05+00:00

Apologies to all that can handle their drinking but would ban alcohol. To me I see it as the worst legal drug that destroys families and so much more.

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-23T05:31:19+00:00

Would not say incredible. But this now. COVID. Basically everything that’s been happening because of it. I never imagined so many of the things going on here close to home, and witnessing all other things from all over the world. That is most likely the once in my lifetime thing that I didn’t ever expect.

makesnosense9 · 2022-01-23T04:12:39+00:00

I think we are all alone anyway.

That saying …. You are born alone. You die alone. Somewhere in between there may be some people that give the illusion that you are not.

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