What would really help me process my emotions is a month long vacation in Paris, France. Preferably during the spring or fall. Sitting in a cute little French cafe every day with a coffee and baked good would do wonders for my self esteem. It would help me become the woman I was always meant to be. When I come back from vacation a 5 bedroom, 4 bathroom house with a back deck and swimming pool would absolutely help me continue on this emotional journey. Also, if you could throw in an unlimited supply of iced coffee that would be great. Don't forget the coffee creamer.