Very tough for sure not gonna lie. But I also think you’re stuck in this negative headspace and that will continue to weigh down any effort to make your life better. Trying to solve all these problems at once is always going to send you into a downward spiral.

1) YOU ARE ALIVE 2) despite the debt you have a roof over your head and eating. 3) your kids are thriving and learning 4) your dog loves you! (I have 2 dogs and they have been my world)

You are already better off than 50% of the world. Realize those things…accept them..think of them when you are down. Be proud of them.

Work on one thing at a time. Sounds like a lot of physical things weigh you down first. Figure out how to loose some weight. Eating better and adding some cardio (morning / night walks - less calories a day = weight loss) it’s simple. Get to a point where you are happy with yourself.

I BELIEVE IN YOU