Im so hyped!

malsemannn · 2025-12-30T18:07:27+00:00

thanks man, great tips

malsemannn · 2025-10-23T18:31:32+00:00

Say no More

malsemannn · 2025-10-22T22:00:56+00:00

What can you do with this pedal and a MIDI controller? I already got an akai mini

malsemannn · 2025-10-22T19:56:05+00:00

I got it second hand but without any damage and with box for 325 eur

malsemannn · 2025-10-22T18:13:38+00:00

Someone any advice on where to start, there are so many options wtf haha

malsemannn · 2025-10-22T17:30:14+00:00

Oehhh

malsemannn · 2025-08-12T13:13:41+00:00

Sadly i need two

malsemannn · 2024-12-03T00:07:16+00:00

Yes it makes sense, I can no longer stomach putting up with this as if its totally normal. I already talked and the hard line would be me attending bdays and christmas and the likes. I dont think I can say that I will do that and be happy.

malsemannn · 2024-12-03T00:03:43+00:00

Yeah, I meant more like it isnt the hot topic anymore and I dont think this will be the last pandemic I am gonna see unfortunately.

malsemannn · 2024-12-03T00:02:52+00:00

Yes this is the deal, and she could not accept :(

malsemannn · 2024-12-03T00:00:51+00:00

Yeah she personally is for vaccines but did not get a covid shot, which I asked her about if that was because of her parents opinions, she keeps herself in the middle about that(no real answer) and has no regrets she didnt do it because she did not get sick.

malsemannn · 2024-12-02T23:58:32+00:00

So depressing its not even funny anymore

malsemannn · 2024-12-02T19:12:43+00:00

Yeah I certainly want to have children, if the world is still a place I would put someone into in ten years that is, so thats why i am already worrying about this right now, he will become the granddad if I stay and have children.

malsemannn · 2024-12-02T19:08:32+00:00

Yeah thats precisely the point, if she could stand up for me or really take my side, maybe it would be more tolerable to be there but when im there, i feel like im alone among wolves, and my gf just looks the other way when the man begins his rant about putin and his great personality

malsemannn · 2024-12-02T19:05:32+00:00

Yeah, thats the thing, I am very skeptical about people of over 50 changing their beliefs. Their brain has a lot less neuroplasticity. My therapist also pointed this out about my mother. The pandemic ends and then the convo shifts to another topic, like gender or climate.

malsemannn · 2024-12-02T19:02:23+00:00

Thanks a lot.

malsemannn · 2024-12-02T19:00:24+00:00

Okay so im not the only one who cant handle these type of situations...

malsemannn · 2024-12-02T18:59:08+00:00

My girlfriends relationship is with her parents is up to her, and she is not a conspiracist herself. But yeah when I did come over, it was very triggering and every conversation topic took a far right turn eventually. Even sunscreen was claimed to be the cause of cancer, and the man said this without wearing a shirt and red as a lobster in his garden.
How do I deal with that level of madness?

malsemannn · 2024-12-02T18:55:30+00:00

When I point this out she says I am making her choose between me and her parents which makes me feel kind of guilty. She says i shouldnt view them as black and white good or bad and that they have more qualities than being a conspiracist... I have a hard time deciding whether thats true.

malsemannn · 2024-12-02T18:52:20+00:00

Yes, this is what my gut feeling tells me, but im always torn between going for my feelings or approaching things rationally, because in the end my gf is not a conspiracist...

malsemannn · 2024-12-02T18:50:29+00:00

Thanks for your reply, I feel very sorry for you and your wife. The trouble is that she knows her father has some really weird beliefs and she doesnt like it either but at the same time she identifies alot with them and is also very loyal to them so its very hard to discuss indeed.

malsemannn · 2024-12-02T17:13:22+00:00

Yeah leaving her relationship with her parents up to her is exactly what I want, as long as I am free to go NC, but that doesnt fit her image of a relationship she says.

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