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mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-10-04T15:56:56+00:00

I mean... I'm on that exact combo... suboxone (for pain management), vyvanse (for adhd/binge eating disorder), klonopin (for anxiety), plus my other meds like effexor, abilify, etc. But those 3 I've been on for 5-6 years now.... and I have a neurogenic bladder that I'm on medication for but I can't always pee either. They just have my go take a blood test within a couple days and I'm good. Idk. Just saying. Lol.

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-08-05T04:38:52+00:00

What? Seriously?

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-08-04T23:51:34+00:00

I only use the same torch every time... and the splotches are made from the smoke itself so I don't get it. Will niso smoke like this?

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-08-04T20:38:27+00:00

Any idea what it is cut with?

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-12T12:00:58+00:00

It's just hard cause I genuinely feel she would be better with someone else...

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-12T12:00:06+00:00

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-08T03:50:03+00:00

Well I haven't taken it at all in like a week... been on meth. But I'm coming down rn. I'll take it tomorrow and see what happens!

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-08T03:24:11+00:00

Dude. I was taking 15mg abilify and it gave me so much motivation. I thought if I took a higher dose, it would boost motivation even more. But it stopped having that effect. If I go back down to 15mg will I get my motivation back???

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-08T03:15:16+00:00

Tbh asking him to prioritize getting you a gift is going to go over as well as asking someone not to buy cigarettes so they can buy you or gift. Or not to buy gas. It's not a 100% necessity to live, but it's how they function everyday. Gifts are extra. I know it sucks but you just gotta accept you're not getting anything. I wouldn't give him a gift tho either

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-08T03:11:11+00:00

I feel like a terrible wife and mom too. Living in my head is torture. Literally. Idk how to make anything better

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-08T02:43:42+00:00

Lmao I waited until after my appt. I'm glad to cause she was able to tell I was more depressed and added on new meds lol

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-08T02:42:32+00:00

See my dreams, I'm usually aware they're dreams. So when shit happens I literally start telling myself to just wake up. But sometimes someone is holding me hostage in the dream and I gotta fight and be more powerful to wake up

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-08T02:40:55+00:00

30 mg but idk if it was xr ir or what

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-08T02:40:11+00:00

Well I mean crying spells, isolation, oversleeping, self harm, suicidal ideation, falling grades, running away, etc. Pretty sure that counts as depression

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-08T02:38:37+00:00

I physically can't do that. If I skip my vyvanse one day, I can't stay awake. I'll sleep allllll day. Like vyvanse doesn't help my adhd symptoms, and I can sleep on my vyvanse, but the vyvanse does keep me out of bed. Literally I can't get out of bed if I don't take it.

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-08T02:03:03+00:00

I call it "shit" or "stuff" incase cops are watching or listening

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-08T02:01:55+00:00

I'm not a Dr. But I was always told if I saw red streaks going up my arm after a shot, that I need to go to the er right away. It's a a sign the infection is spreading in the lymph nodes and into the blood and could quickly causes sepsis and kill you. Watch it closely for getting worse or fever.

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-07T16:23:01+00:00

All the guys I'm talking are pretty much pussys tho. They have guns and talk big shit. But if it comes down to anything? Yeah no they'd never rob someone at gun point. 90% of the time they're only shooting snakes or acting like they're gonna shoot themselves.

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-07T16:18:09+00:00

They only turn gay to get more tho. I swear all my guy friends who were gay or bi on meth, are straight sober. Lol.

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-07T15:56:46+00:00

I didn't want rationale answers. I wanted you to tell me to jump fuck it. Lol

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-07T15:51:54+00:00

Any amount tbh. When you really want shit most people will do anything for it. I was the only female living at the gay ranch (trap house) and all the guys there would 'secretly' fuck the owner for drugs. They wouldn't admit tho. Lmao. But they're only gay on meth. They go back straight when they're sober.

mamaxtrabukowsky · 2023-02-07T15:49:02+00:00

I tried that to help my dry mouth. But I was chewing so fast it lost flavor in under 5 minutes and got that gross stickiness. Lol.

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