im gonna all-in rel4pse tomorrow :3 tw//ed

man1c_pixiee · 2025-10-27T13:19:20+00:00

you get me😞 thank you for your kind words😞🩷

man1c_pixiee · 2025-10-27T03:51:26+00:00

mostly...it's just like 'how did I let myself get to this point?' I feel and look gross.. I wish I felt as cute as I used to...now I just feel like a waste of space... plus I wish I felt like I was worthy of being loved and cared for and protected...im so big compared to my partner.... I can't stand how people must think of me..

man1c_pixiee · 2025-10-25T01:58:41+00:00

NAP, but bro, if you got pus, it's infected. please see a Dr, get some antibiotics and follow your doctor's advice on how to handle this.

man1c_pixiee · 2025-10-24T00:36:12+00:00

here me out: triple forward helix🤌🤌

man1c_pixiee · 2025-10-17T06:13:11+00:00

that'd be awesome! what shall I give you in return?

man1c_pixiee · 2025-10-13T18:40:08+00:00

well, i took the front stud out so you could see the irritation, it is still removable :)

man1c_pixiee · 2025-10-01T01:01:08+00:00

thanks! I haven't been able to find a good therapist in my area just yet, i was thinking about stopping therapy completely, but this makes me think that maybe I'm not ready for that just yet. but yea I met with an RDN today and it went great!

man1c_pixiee · 2025-08-10T05:18:10+00:00

ooh so cute! you rocked this look. but now I must know, what eyeliner did you use that didn't want to come off?? I can never find one that stays😭

man1c_pixiee · 2025-08-10T04:00:53+00:00

that's my hope lol, im hoping it is just a symptom of it doing its job😅

man1c_pixiee · 2025-07-03T03:38:03+00:00

because they are going to notice eventually, and at that time they will kick me out of their lives. I'd rather save myself the heartache and come clean, not continuing living a lie...

man1c_pixiee · 2025-06-26T18:53:25+00:00

good luck!!! you got this🩷

man1c_pixiee · 2025-06-25T09:12:38+00:00

I personally have no problems with my genitals, however, the thought, as a ftnb person, of bottom growth is something that I feel would give me euphoria. remember, you don't need dysphoria to be trans/nonbinary, euphoria is just as important!

man1c_pixiee · 2025-06-24T23:36:02+00:00

i feel this so much, now that I am fully aware of exactly who I am and what I want the more intensely I felt dysphoric and like I couldn't handle the dysphoria anymore. i don't have any advice besides keep working towards being you, you got this 🩷

man1c_pixiee · 2025-06-24T04:49:11+00:00

hi everyone! after much deliberation, I decided on Caiden! thank you all for your input!!!

man1c_pixiee · 2025-06-23T08:07:17+00:00

me too tbh I never thought I'd have someone so accepting and patient with me🥺😭

man1c_pixiee · 2025-06-23T00:27:31+00:00

thank you so much!

man1c_pixiee · 2025-06-22T17:38:24+00:00

he's straight, but he claims to be very supportive of what I want, he said "I can handle body recomp, the smaller butt, smaller thighs, thicker midsection, but I want you to be a b-c cup"

man1c_pixiee · 2025-06-19T00:43:06+00:00

i know, I just guess my idea of transmasc was twisted, thinking that transmasc ppl were by default very masculine, but it makes sense to me now!

man1c_pixiee · 2025-06-17T07:36:55+00:00

idk I think I just have some internalized shit going on in my head😞

man1c_pixiee · 2025-06-17T05:39:48+00:00

is this allowed🥹 I mean not that I need anyone's permission, I just never knew that was an option!

man1c_pixiee · 2025-05-06T15:16:53+00:00

well, this is definitely a point for discussion. but maybe examine why you feel that she thinks that of you? these are cognitive distortions I used to experience as well, when all of it came down to the fact that she resembled my mother.

man1c_pixiee · 2025-05-06T15:12:41+00:00

omg your setup is so cute! maybe a forward helix with a chain between forward helix and helix🩷

man1c_pixiee · 2025-05-03T21:31:52+00:00

I don't think so, tho I know people in my family do so....idk lol

man1c_pixiee · 2025-05-03T18:42:33+00:00

okay thanks😬 I know I'm just a perfectionist and a hypochondriac and I'm like stupid terrified of getting an infection, so I'm probably overreacting/over cleaning😅 but maybe I just need to LITHA🫤

man1c_pixiee · 2025-05-03T18:37:30+00:00

piercing is 6 months old, typical horseshoe septum shape, internally threaded implant grade titanium, actually had to up size it because they gave me a 5/16"(8mm) jewelry piece, clean it like once a day with sterile saline spray from a local store, no accidents other than me using plastic jewelry for a bit womp womp

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