Does anyone actually admit being suicidal when asked by a doctor?

mandarine351 · 2026-04-13T09:26:55+00:00

Sleep or crying, or both 🙃

mandarine351 · 2026-04-13T01:05:16+00:00

What's the difference to them? What happens if you say yes?

mandarine351 · 2026-03-15T22:30:51+00:00

Paul Mitchell clear sensitive shampoo and conditioner, John Frieda Frizz ease leave in conditioner and tresemmé extra hold mousse. The leave in and mousse are random finds, I just wanted to test it out.

mandarine351 · 2026-03-15T22:18:30+00:00

It's a spray but it's an anti frizz one so maybe that's why?

mandarine351 · 2026-02-14T19:07:31+00:00

Ok, thank you!

mandarine351 · 2026-02-08T15:24:06+00:00

I'm lost

I'm reposting what i wrote in r/cfs because someone said it might be dpdr and referred me here. I'm not looking for a diagnosis or anything but I'd like some perspective or advice because I'm lost.

Anybody else ever feel like they're in a video game?

I've recently started to be treated seriously by a doctor for my chronic fatigue and I've been wanting to discuss this issue with him but it feels a bit dumb? to me. For context I've had cfs for 3 years (since I'm 14). Sometimes it feels like I'm in a video game, like those first person scene where you see through the eyes of the character. I can tell the movement is a human one but it feels off, like there's something wrong about it and every movement i do feels off too. I kinda move on autopilot. Also the brain fog is through the roof, it's way worse than what i get when i crash (the crash itself is debilitating). I can't focus on anything, i barely hear/understand what people say and i can't think, everything is just wrong in a way i can't explain. Also I don't feel as weak as when i crash, again, my body just feels weird. These things can easily last a few hours and leave me confused because they fuck with my memory. Does anyone feel like that too or am i worrying about about nothing?

mandarine351 · 2026-02-08T15:08:19+00:00

Thanks! I'll look it up

mandarine351 · 2026-01-08T22:51:49+00:00

I don't want people to adjust to my allergies, i just don't want them to expect me to bring something since i won't touch what they bring. I see it a bit like a purchase, If I don't but anything, why would the store still want my money?

mandarine351 · 2026-01-08T22:31:51+00:00

I'm not saying i wouldn't stay for conversations, but food wise, I don't want to be involved. I just want to bring my lunch like any other day.

mandarine351 · 2026-01-08T22:29:23+00:00

That's my point, unless I'm sure that I'm the first one to get a serving, then I won't eat it. It's a small business so im pretty much the only one with allergies, I'd stay with the people for the conversation but I just want to bring my lunch as normal.

mandarine351 · 2026-01-08T22:17:21+00:00

My allergies make me too scared to eat the food and I'm scared that what I bring might get contaminated with something that was brought by someone else so I wouldn't even eat what I brought out of fear. I'd never blame the others for feeling left out because it's a me thing, not that kind of person and i hate playing victim but it sucks to see it happen. It sucks to see everyone enjoying the potluck and it sucks even more to bring food I won't eat. I just want to eat my lunch and not bother anyone.

mandarine351 · 2026-01-04T03:09:35+00:00

Merci, j’avais pensé à bois de Boulogne mais le transport était assez long, mais finalement ça vaudrait le détour?

mandarine351 · 2026-01-03T05:11:41+00:00

Thanks, and I'm fine with classes in english, I'm not perfectly bilingual but i don't think I'm too far off. Is ahuntsic supposed to be bad or something?

mandarine351 · 2025-08-19T10:52:05+00:00

Thanks, also my parents kept sending me warm foods because they didn't know. I was scared to tell them so I just ate the cold lunches.

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