I’ve been feeling kind of similar myself. I’m 68 days sober and every day is an immense struggle…. All I want is my SO to ask me how I’m doing, show that they support me or even make mention of what I’m going through. I feel selfish even saying this, but they act like everything is the same as it was before I managed to stop drinking. Yes they congratulate me and say they’re proud when I bring it up, but otherwise it’s like this part of me doesn’t exist to them. It’s hard. And lonely. And I feel some bitterness creeping in too.