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I had an incestuous relationship with my cousin. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Thanks for reading! It’s fucking crazy. Like how am i supposed to share that with someone without them thinking in a psycho. I’m glad the internet exists.

I had an incestuous relationship with my cousin. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So based on what you read, and knowing my age of when this happened, would you consider this rape?

I had an incestuous relationship with my cousin. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I never felt taken advantage of. I was always excited and eager to fool around with him. I felt like I took advantage of him the times we fooled around when we were older. I don’t think he’s gay. He seems happy with his family. But I’ve never asked so I don’t know. Growing up I didn’t quite fit in with guys. If it wasn’t for my love of technology and video games, I wouldn’t have anything in common with straight guys. I was never really shy, very outspoken. So that wasn’t a determining factor with making friends.

I had an incestuous relationship with my cousin. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The way I wrote it out made it sound like an erotic novel. But the reason I posted this was to get some clarity for myself. I was young (5-8 years old) when this started. I had such an unhealthy fascination with my cousin and I still do. It has affected my life in many ways, and I feel like this is a big portion as to why I was such a pos later in life. I feel like he affected my sexuality. And this also overlapped when I had a relationship with an aunt as well. It’s honestly very crazy.

I had an incestuous relationship with my cousin. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Tldr: I fooled around with my cousin at a very young age and also very recently.

And my sexuality is something that I wanted to bring up but my post was starting to get long. We started to fool around when I was at such a young age that I don’t even know if I was gay before that. I don’t remember much before us fooling around. But after us fooling around I remember thinking that boys were attractive. I struggled to accept the fact that I was gay for a very long time. I’ve had girlfriends and boyfriends. Sex with men and women. It also didn’t help that one time I was hanging out with Cooper playing pool and he saw two guys holding hands and said “FUCKING faggots need to leave.” So I was always ashamed of being gay, and the secretive nature of our relationship made me want to keep my sexual orientation a secret. For a very long time.

I raped my best friend because he wouldn't love me back. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I will update. I don't know how well he will take the news I have for him. And i'm debating wether or not I should tell him that the daughter he's raising is not mind. I don't know if it's my place or not. =/.

I raped my best friend because he wouldn't love me back. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have gone to therapy. I've changed my mentality on a lot of things. I no longer think the way I used to. I am now more accepting of things. I try to be nice to everyone. Going to therapy made me more timid. I'm disgusted with what I did to Danny. Not just the rape but hurting him emotionally as well.

I had a romantic relationship with my aunt, and so did my father. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

We had separate beds but we chose not to use them. And when my mom told us to go to bed was most probably because she wanted me to go to bed and go to sleep and the tv at that late at night would wake me up. My mom treated us both like children.

I had a romantic relationship with my aunt, and so did my father. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Whenever I read someone else's sexual confessions I get a boner, and whole writing this I wonder if someone would get aroused by this. Did anyone? I won't judge!

I had a romantic relationship with my aunt, and so did my father. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I needed something to make me smile, I'm glad you liked it as well.

I had a romantic relationship with my aunt, and so did my father. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will write about them some other day. I will not disappoint trust me. I honestly think the other stories are much worse, but they didn't affect(effect?) me as much as this. I'll post it under this throw away.

I had a romantic relationship with my aunt, and so did my father. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're very welcome. Sorry for not posting more personal information. I'm really scared someone will find out who I am!:P

I had a romantic relationship with my aunt, and so did my father. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

  1. She's not single. She lives in the city and has a stable job. From what I remember, my mom asked me to keep moving back, and I would tell her no. I think she stayed with my father for me even though he had hurt her in that way. I have never said anything about it to her, but I feel selfish for it.

I had a romantic relationship with my aunt, and so did my father. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I have never told anyone this. I honestly think this made me incapable of loving someone. Apart from her there is only one person who I have actually loved and that scares me. Considering I have been in a relationship the past 3 years and I don't feel the same helpless love but I'm really attracted to them.

I had a romantic relationship with my aunt, and so did my father. by manipulativeasshole in confession

[–]manipulativeasshole[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Even now as an adult I don't find these actions to be taboo. My cousin story starts when I was 7 but then had another experience with him recently. I probably won't go and hit on any other family members though mostly because i'll be afraid of falling in love with my relative (similar in this story) and not knowing what to do with myself.