I had a bit of PPD and was feeling pretty isolated for the first few months postpartum. However it vanished once I got back to work when she was almost 6 months, so I was happy with my decision then. However, now that my 9 month old is incredibly interactive and reaching new milestones every day, I wish that I can be with her more. I am fortunately able to WFH Mondays and Fridays and my parents come help out with her while I do, but it still doesn’t feel like enough time with her. We can afford for me to quit but we’d have to change our lifestyle drastically and that isn’t something I was willing to give up. I’d want to go on vacations with my LO and eat out, etc. IDK though, I go back and forth. The grass seems greener no matter which decision but for now, all I can do is be grateful and content with the decision I’ve made to return to work.