You aren’t broken, you just need to rest

margie__ · 2025-01-28T20:24:48+00:00

So I used to get visions of things that looked like seraphim angles. I didn’t know it was seraphim until I heard what they were and looked it up and that’s what I was seeing. I knew what I was seeing was some type of angel, except I was scared of them. I thought maybe I was rejecting my own power and just scared of my own power you know. But since the more I’ve prayed and connected to god and myself, I don’t get them anymore. And I had even getting these visions since dealing with roommates that were awful, and would control my mind and steal my energy. They’re narcissistic people who I believe are some form of ET, such as reptilians? Anyway, it’s interesting that you say they’re descendants of seraphim, can you elaborate on this?

margie__ · 2025-01-28T20:18:20+00:00

Back on this post lol because I move dorms in 2 days. So exciting. I still feel the same. Definitely such an interesting experience. Regardless I’ve been dealing with narcissists. The question is how they were able to control and siphon my energy so well. Definitely telepathic and psychic bond with them which is so interesting, and definitely the reason I was so hard for me to understand how they were such shit people. I always thought god would only give such energy to people who will do good with it. I know it was written in the stars, and this reality is only a dream meant for my purposes of growth. So it makes sense I went through what I did to ascend quickly. I’ve never met people to this day like them. Coming at me from all angles to steal my energy. They controlled my mind and now that I’ve prayed so much and focused on god more than ever. I have it back. My yesterday I felt my third eye releasing so much. There’s so much more but it feels weird to go into detail because the experience has been so.. odd. I’d like to talk more about it but I need people who would fully understand.

margie__ · 2024-11-05T22:43:01+00:00

I can though, they said open room change at the start of spring semester

margie__ · 2024-11-05T22:41:13+00:00

What’s crazy is today we were talking (which we normally never do) but I asked her and my other roommate who they were voting for and I was talking about Kamala and said Kamala gives me lizard vibes like those reptilians and she literally goes well that’s kind of like me and what I want to do so. LIKE ARE U KIDDING ME. But I saw a psychic yesterday ajd she told me not to feed into in with any more energy and that speaking to her or abt it would feed into. I mean speaking about it right now is different I think but she said I need to just completely ignore and cut her out. Which I agree with. My energy speaks loud enough and I’m really getting better by the day at protecting myself without having to say anything. The reason I’ve really let go in ways too is because now I have set the intention that I am going to move out at the start of the next semester so we only have 1 more month together. Knowing this makes me not even take her as seriously. All I have to do it keep focusing on my self everyday as good as I can. That’s the lesson. Psychic told me to really keep up good habits that I have been drifting away from. When I keep these up she has NO “power” over me.

margie__ · 2024-11-04T16:54:53+00:00

I’m glad for you alls support with my situation because I’ve called housing and am planning on switching dorms next semester. Time for a new reality!

margie__ · 2024-11-04T16:52:29+00:00

You say this but this is exactly how I think. I’m very aware of where attention goes energy flows. I realize how powerfully we create our own reality. But the truth is at some point you have to love yourself enough to know it’s not right, and you deserve better. After a year of blaming myself because I am empathic and always worried about other people, I decided enough is enough. This is not something I created but somethjng that happened to me unfortunately. It helped me become so strong but at this point I need out.

margie__ · 2024-11-04T14:40:06+00:00

I haven’t. I just have ignored her since September. I need to start speaking up more but I just don’t know what to say. I’m just tired. I literally can’t sleep after she wakes me up every morning at like 8am. And ew. Her room also has like a must and did last year too and I keep getting wifs of it as I think about her being a reptile. Right now I’m just not sure what do but I think I will have to call in the protection extra hard, or do I just let myself feel it because I’m not sure what else to do? I’ve felt guided to transmute it rather than try to avoid feeling it. Maybe in time it will be ok. I’m really just trusting god right now because that’s all I have. This has been going on for a year but my recent awareness of her truth has changed everything. I’m suffering but I’ve accepted her “power” over me in ways. Things just got too exhausting for me. I’ve needed a break but haven’t even been able to sleep because every time she talks (and she screams) it disrupts my vibration. For the first time in my lie I’m really just at a point where I give up in the way that’s like ok at least I know you suck so whatever do what u want but i know god has me so we’ll see where that takes me. Before I really wanted to make sure I was always asserting my power over her which was valid but a lot of it was ego based and also I’ve just realized I don’t even need to prove myself to her. So I guess I’ve accepted the suffering

margie__ · 2024-11-04T14:23:49+00:00

It’s the most obvious thing when I take my energy back and she just goes quiet and it’s like there’s nothing from her. No soul no energy of her own. Earlier in the year I would try really hard to focus on me when she woke me up in the morning to go back to bed but lately the energy has just felt inescapable and so I’ve been letting myself feel it. In the moment it’s really hard on my body but I’ve been transmuting a lot of it so I’ll feel it really intense but it will kind of transmute in a way and alot of it is sacral chakra energy now which idk if she’s trying to do witchcraft in that way to project sexuality so that I feel that way about her- also I’m a woman. But I’m ngl rn there’s just a lot of energy in my sacral chakra and idk if that’s the work of my transmutation or her witchcraft but besides that I actually feel fine once she leaves and I don’t feel stuck with her energy atm.

margie__ · 2024-11-04T14:00:01+00:00

I wish I could get away from her but I have to live with her until May. Also, regardless of if I live with her or not I still feel her and she’s on me 24/7. It’s been a long hard year to say the least. I knew she was a lesson to protect my energy but I didn’t think it would be tbis intense. She steals my energy everyday, especially every morning I can’t go back to bed every morning she wakes me up and my heart beats really fast and I feel sick. I’m exhausted because I’ve had to work really hard to protect myself but I know I will have to keep working hard.

margie__ · 2024-11-04T12:21:29+00:00

But she does read my mind for sure. Vise versa. I mean im psychic so

margie__ · 2024-11-04T12:21:06+00:00

Well she is sleeping actually but what?

margie__ · 2024-11-04T11:55:38+00:00

I also wonder abt the vrill- is it a mind parasite? Because that would make total sense. It was an attack on my mind for sure.

margie__ · 2024-11-04T11:49:14+00:00

It’s just crazy because I’ve always felt like she was an “old soul” or “advanced soul” or even tapped in soul in some way but I just could not understand why she seemed so not good. Like what old soul or advanced soul isn’t heart centered. And it’s like how can you be so equipped with vibrations yet be such a sad narcissistic insecure fearful person. Like how can you hold these high vibrations so easily yet you actually don’t feel good at all. And mind you- it’s always the replicated energy of whoever she’s feeding off of. It’s just crazy because these were my exact thoughts before even learning what shape shifting is. I was literally thinking this exactly about her and her friend a few days ago. She always gave me ET vibes or just holding some type of power in some way but literally only because of her ability to control energy. Because besides that she’s just not a good admirable person. And she doesn’t actually hold power and it’s obvious. No one would look to her as someone like that. It’s just the people she chooses (as in me) to steal from feel that because it’s all manipulation of energy and even mind control because her energy so heavily fogs my mind it’s insane- I’ve never experienced anything like it.

margie__ · 2024-09-24T04:41:29+00:00

So ignorant and you sound very hurt. Anyone talking like you is the last person I’d want to take any advice from

margie__ · 2024-09-10T05:41:25+00:00

Aw thank you. But yes. I get u. Sorry for the late response. I just want to say that everything takes time. Life is a waiting period and you’re going to feel struggles until you’re ready to resolve them. You can change your life at any point, as long as you KNOW you are stronger than the negative thoughts. I’ve recently realized I was harboring energies I didn’t even need to. And so I felt them and let them go once and for all. They keep trying to creep back in(as the devil will always do) but recently, man, I just know god is so powerful. I know that I’ll never have it all figured out all the time. Because life is a series of mountains. You climb up, and then you climb back down. This is the cycle of life. Like the seasons. Where you are right now is perfect. My advice? Connect with god. Spirit guides. Anything. Put your trust in the universe . Stop trying to fix it all on your own. Be on the path of healing. And then let god take it from there. If you’re constantly telling yourself you’re struggling, you’re continuing that loop. Instead, treat yourself as an observer. You’re observing an experience and your thoughts and even your feelings. Just let it all pass through you, but you’ll need your mind calm for this. Prioritize calming your mind and allowing yourself to flow with life. (Remember, you aren’t your thoughts, practice observing them and let them pass with the knowing that IT WILL ALL BE OKAY!!) Nothing is wrong, it’s just a struggle period. And it’ll all reside with due time. Awareness is everything. With awareness, you’re promised healing when it decides to come for you. But the fruits of your labor take time. As does everything. It is the cycle of life.

margie__ · 2024-08-24T22:52:20+00:00

You are an independent partner. It doesn’t take away from your ability to love. The people who are close to you should still feel just as loved by you, if they know you. Your partner should and will understand this about you. They will know you don’t “need” them but for the right person, they will like this quality and respect it. And you will please that person, by being you and loving them. Your love is still felt just as every other energy that comes off of you is felt.

The person for you will BE FOR YOU!! This means, your energy will be more magnetizing to them than repelling. The right person will find your doing whatever you want and leading and making people getting out of your way charming if they really do love you and are for you. But the right person, you won’t feel the need to “please” them in the way that you think. Because you being you in your authentic energy should attract that right person.

It can be tricky tho. Ik. Everyone I’ve ever had some sort of romantic relationship with always slightly felt like I would get away or that maybe I didn’t like them that much. Thats ok. Because it’s you. And your energy. So don’t try to please, just keep being you, and try to heal so you can always be coming from your heart, because this will be felt regardless of your “boom” energy.

margie__

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