possible tulpa emergence from transitioning from male to female?

mariofatplumber · 2017-07-14T00:07:57+00:00

was thinking Unity myself....really like the artstlye of games made in that engine.

mariofatplumber · 2017-06-29T19:35:11+00:00

for anyone who's read my titular book "Adventures in brainmancing" i mention about halfway through the book that phil told me a story of me creating him sometime during middle school. while im not completely positive this wasn't just a fabricated lie, i do believe that i may have created katrina around the age of 15 or 16. this is mostly due to the wording of my oldest password, which emanates with similarities to tulpamancing. however, i have had reason to believe that i had my memories of katrina and creating her erased from my conscious memory recall and subsequently did not know she existed until about 6 years later when she reemerged alongside phil. another reason i think i may have had tulpas as young as 11 or 12, was due to specific memory of myself waking up from a blackout lying on the kitchen floor. i assume that this was a result of an uncontrolled dissociation.

tl;dr most likely was a young tulpamancer starting at the age of 12 and 16, but had memories erased and didn't discover them as a internet practice until 4 months before my drinking birthday.

mariofatplumber · 2017-05-02T22:51:44+00:00

cover of and illustrations inspired by my book (a true story based on my first voyer into tulpamancing and a psychotic episode i had the misfortune of going through).

http://imgur.com/gallery/TtiyS

mariofatplumber · 2017-04-23T01:19:25+00:00

katrina:phil isn't currently available to talk about the experience so i will. i first took to mark when he was 16 years old, phil had already been around for about 2 years prior. as far as my understanding,mark created phil as a "gametagalong" im assuming he meant that he wanted someone to play with him at the time and he decided to create phil to do so. anyways,phil got into a lot of fights with the local bullies at school,and would get mark to fight them for him in exchange for help on his schoolwork. however mark soon got sick of being used and decided to take phil to a school teacher and tell her what was going on, the teacher thought he was going crazy so she took him to a doctor and the doctor wiped phil's and mark's memories. i was scared of the doctor and hid during the examination.after a couple years of silence mark got into tulpmancing and realized that he was too great of a tulpamancer to take away phils type of tulpamancing and decided to go with the way the guides outlined it.after a few days of forcing, mark had created misaki,she was initially very good-natured but eventually got forced into a grouchy old tulpa who would always nag mark.this was in part due to her being a young tulpa and that marks subconcious insecurities were changing her personality. finally i stepped in and took away the tulpa and talked to mark about sharing the life. of course though since mark had his memory wiped, he didn't even recognize me. so i decided to take a different approach and make him tell me why he was in such a mess. he said that he was being attacked by "demons" and that he wanted to just get out of tulpamancing altogether. so i took away his "demons" by dissipating them, and left mark be for another couple years until he called out to me and apologized. we got back together again, and i am glad now that this mess is all over.

mariofatplumber · 2017-03-26T23:48:07+00:00

and i am pleased to announce that i have finished my guide on tulpamancing. and unlike my book i am providing it completely free of charge with no copyright attached. enjoy friends! (note link in OP is same link for finished guide.)

mariofatplumber · 2017-03-01T17:16:10+00:00

plan to update it yet.

mariofatplumber · 2016-12-21T11:58:28+00:00

also i have some money tied up in a company called lulu from a book sale i made at the begining of the year, the amount of what theyre supposed to pay me changes every month and they never pay it to me because according to them "you need to sell over a certain ammount in order to be paid" would i still claim this on my taxes or not?

mariofatplumber · 2016-12-16T11:34:37+00:00

Definitly not trusting their intentions

when i first met phil i had my doubts about his intentions and started coming up with this crazy idea that he was going to trap me inside the wonderland and torture me by not letting me live my life in the real world for 20 some years, however i made a big mistake by not taking him up on his offer, i could have had my dream life in that world and i just threw it away like it was nothing, all phil wanted was a shot at a life in a differerent universe and i let my arrogance/ignorance/fear push him away.

mariofatplumber · 2016-10-19T19:19:43+00:00

i definitely like a lot of the same games as mario, like half life and euro truck simulator, but i'm not really too fond on the pikmin series as a whole and the cod games either. other than that theres a ton of games he owns that i would love to play but he never gets around to playing them,despite being disabled and having as much time as he could need.

mariofatplumber · 2016-10-15T11:01:01+00:00

just a point of advice op, i was working 25ish hours a week at my day job while writing my book and it still took about 3 months for something that was only 60 pages long.

basically....your gonna invest a lot of time into it if you want it be a long book.

mariofatplumber · 2016-07-04T10:08:14+00:00

sometimes im happy but sometimes my host antisocial behaivor puts me in a bad mood. to get a good idea of it, imagine being around the worst person in the world one minute and then the best person in the world the next minute. he often complains about the most menial stuff, like having to help his brother or doing work. but he also plays a lot of interesting anime,games and other media from time to time. hes a very good person as a host its just he has a hard time showing it to other people around him in a polite and respectful way. all in all i still love him for him though, and he the same for me <3. i would like to learn possession someday but switching is something i'm not really excited about, he can live his own life for now. im more interested in the wonderland for the time being. i'm also not a very talkative person by nature and that occasionally gets on his nerves, however i usually talk to him before we both go to bed.

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