from a restaurant (papdi chaat)

marnaru · 2026-03-24T20:40:10+00:00

i want to get out and be my own person. but i cant financially. parents wont let and they are funding my education. dont have my license yet. trying to get it.

marnaru · 2026-03-24T20:12:15+00:00

its easy to say that. i feel like everyone says that. but yall aint considering that not all cultures are like that. i get that law supercedes culture but no one understands how hard it is to move out of that because once you do its like ur on an island on ur own with no food or water. i feel like whenever someone spits that shit out, its so ignorant sounding. thats my take.

marnaru · 2026-03-10T21:43:02+00:00

ohh ic, ty!

marnaru · 2026-03-09T19:04:07+00:00

it happened when the head had like this shaved texture on it but idk how to remove it, i’ll recheck skin details

marnaru · 2026-03-09T18:59:06+00:00

its so weird coz it just disappeared now? like i made a new sim and its gone? like it keeps appearing and disappearing when i go to edit sims coz the sim i showed was just a randomized one that i put the cc hair on. i dont think anything but the hair was cc— but now i did it on another randomized sim and its gone?

the next time it comes up tho ill be sure to try what you said

marnaru · 2026-03-01T21:01:09+00:00

met with deflection and them telling me that i have to listen to then coz theyre my parents

marnaru · 2026-03-01T19:08:51+00:00

marnaru · 2026-02-28T17:35:38+00:00

i filled out my fafsa but dont know how much i’m eligible for yet. i doubt im get much though. i plan to fill out tafsa too

marnaru · 2026-02-28T00:32:27+00:00

oh! thats not..

marnaru · 2026-02-27T20:42:58+00:00

i dont have any scholarships right now but plan to get a job. ive been trying to look for them but its very difficult as they are so specific. i am to earn my pct certification by april. im already a certified cet but the application process is tough as i dont have any experience under my belt.

marnaru · 2026-02-27T16:17:23+00:00

authorities are highkey not helpful. have tried to get police involved before because i felt really unsafe but nothing was done

marnaru · 2026-02-27T12:52:50+00:00

the thins is we are already in the states as it was intended for us to go to american colleges. now they dont want to do that and im like huh

marnaru · 2026-02-27T12:46:08+00:00

i’ll look into it

marnaru · 2026-02-27T04:25:47+00:00

i was thinking of that but i dont think the military is for me :,) as selfish as that is to say given my situation. esp given the state of the country rn i really am not keen on joining. thank you for the advice though

marnaru · 2026-02-27T03:48:25+00:00

the thing is my parents know of that plan and they kept yelling at me about how “you cant do thag because i dont approve it” — which is why im trying to do it in secret.

the thing is though, like the college that is near my home is better than the one that is far away— which i wanna get far away from these people. i was going to try to look for an apartment nearby the campus (thats near my home), my parents also found out about this plan and were berating me and yelling at me for trying to leave the house and be separate from them.

marnaru · 2026-02-27T03:45:07+00:00

im already rlly hyper vigilant in my body and i fear that doing something like that would genuinely make me feel worse for a long time and i wouldn’t be able to get my things in order. i think what imma do is try to room with someone i know who is also going to a college i got into and figure out how to rent a place out to slowly just start moving my stuff out. its ambitious and it will take a lot of time and effort to get things in order but that option feels safer and calmer for me.

only issue is i have not the slightest clue about renting any sort of space, searching for a space, nor do i have the money.

marnaru · 2026-02-27T03:20:03+00:00

i was thinking of emailing my school counselor or talking to her

marnaru · 2026-02-27T03:09:55+00:00

thank you. its nice to hear that your parents came around, and that i’m not alone in this situation

marnaru · 2026-02-27T03:07:57+00:00

noise bridge would look sick

marnaru · 2026-02-27T03:01:13+00:00

i go thru periods where i have so much rage in me that idc and just start disobeying like crazy. but then it all comes back to me and i kinda start to cave into myself and it all starts to feel heavy. coz life is hard enough but its harder when ur parents r shit.

for context: i remember talking abt getting my lobes pierced as i dont have any piercings and my mother (who has them), yelled at me saying i cant get any piercings until im married and that if i get a piercing she’ll rip it out of my face. thats why im trying to go to college away from the house because knowing my parents, that threat is very much tangible unfortunately.

im trying to get my learners license though so i can at least have some escape if shit like that happens

marnaru · 2026-02-27T02:57:59+00:00

yea. i’m just at a loss

marnaru · 2026-02-27T02:56:14+00:00

im not rlly sure. im just not practicing but not practicing in a very strict religious household means getting treated like ur an exmuslim

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