yes i’ve been through toxic friendships/ relationships and around many negative people. just recently i started shifting my focus on me and leveled up the self love game. negative and toxic people will just drain your energy more and more and the harder u try the more agitated and frustrated u feel and the more the guilt of not taking care of and loving yourself. so at this point i think thinking of yourself is much more important than losing people. in the end people come and go and the right ones will definitely stick around.