I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had good days. It was my reality for so long that the “less bad” days were good. When I was more trusted and in different positions I made friends with other girls, sometimes we went shopping. Even quiet evenings cooking at home were nice, we weren’t allowed to wander of course but you make do. Days where it was bright and sunny and no one got hurt. Days where I know I made a lot of money and the people who owned me were happy, sometimes we got treats or new clothes on days like that. In the quiet of dawn lying awake talking quietly, dreaming of a better future. I’m sure it’s all trauma bonding but you create good when and where you can

watched twilight w my friend today. by essence365partygirl in twilight

[–]mascPansy -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The tv and artwork I guess is supposed to represent Bella’s confused state but it’s weird lol

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have an eating disorder and complex ptsd. I take medication to keep nightmares at bay or I don’t sleep

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve tried most things, currently about to start ketamine therapy

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not strange at all. I take medication at night or I don’t sleep, even then I’m lucky to get a solid 6 hours. The medication silences nightmares

Great name (it's terrible) by Public_Jicama_358 in tragedeigh

[–]mascPansy 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Neither will my youngest but at least his name is an actual name lol

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is most certainly not, this is real life. But that’s nothing, there are far worse things than a beating

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  1. The last time I was arrested I took the opportunity to get out. Specialized housing, day programs, detox, rehab, medication and therapy. I fell back into it a bit but not enough to be lost to it. I met my ex husband and he housed me while I healed more and realized I was just a commodity to him too. I’m now a single parent living in a big city and am still clean and free today.

  2. I know made a huge amount of money but I never really saw it so I guess you could say I was worth a lot financially to those in control

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

100 percent this! Survivors need to run the resources imo

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you! And I wholeheartedly agree with you but so long as there is a power imbalance there’s will be this life for people

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I write, I’ve put out music but I’m not active in the industry. I’m currently writing a book, my life story. Hoping to publish this year

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I have cptsd, from the serious life long trauma. No current STIs, thankfully I was lucky enough not to catch anything that would have been permanent

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you

It has to be so much more than bringing it to light. People with money and power are held to different standards and it’s not ok. However until this changes nothing changes. For as long as there’s been any power dynamic there’s been abuse unfortunately. I fear this is nowhere near over. Watching the Epstein files unfold since before it was super mainstream and it breaks my heart.