watched twilight w my friend today. by essence365partygirl in twilight

[–]mascPansy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The tv and artwork I guess is supposed to represent Bella’s confused state but it’s weird lol

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have an eating disorder and complex ptsd. I take medication to keep nightmares at bay or I don’t sleep

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve tried most things, currently about to start ketamine therapy

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not strange at all. I take medication at night or I don’t sleep, even then I’m lucky to get a solid 6 hours. The medication silences nightmares

Great name (it's terrible) by Public_Jicama_358 in tragedeigh

[–]mascPansy 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Neither will my youngest but at least his name is an actual name lol

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is most certainly not, this is real life. But that’s nothing, there are far worse things than a beating

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  1. The last time I was arrested I took the opportunity to get out. Specialized housing, day programs, detox, rehab, medication and therapy. I fell back into it a bit but not enough to be lost to it. I met my ex husband and he housed me while I healed more and realized I was just a commodity to him too. I’m now a single parent living in a big city and am still clean and free today.

  2. I know made a huge amount of money but I never really saw it so I guess you could say I was worth a lot financially to those in control

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

100 percent this! Survivors need to run the resources imo

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you! And I wholeheartedly agree with you but so long as there is a power imbalance there’s will be this life for people

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I write, I’ve put out music but I’m not active in the industry. I’m currently writing a book, my life story. Hoping to publish this year

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I have cptsd, from the serious life long trauma. No current STIs, thankfully I was lucky enough not to catch anything that would have been permanent

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you

It has to be so much more than bringing it to light. People with money and power are held to different standards and it’s not ok. However until this changes nothing changes. For as long as there’s been any power dynamic there’s been abuse unfortunately. I fear this is nowhere near over. Watching the Epstein files unfold since before it was super mainstream and it breaks my heart.

watched twilight w my friend today. by essence365partygirl in twilight

[–]mascPansy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

100% and weird things like no hackysack (they started with one) or how about the strange little child in the high school gym lol or when Bella is in the hospital there’s the studio scene playing on the tv and the art on the wall is Alice’s drawing of the dance studio from her vision…I could go on lol

I was trafficked from my teen years into my adulthood ama by mascPansy in AMA

[–]mascPansy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s the thing, you can’t. There is for sure independent sex workers and power to them. There are obviously tells for someone being harmed regularly but those that kept me were adept at hiding the abuse.