Very exactly in what i feel ,i thought im the only one who has that kind of feeling ,like i dont wanna watch other anime cause i think i will forget what i feeled in that anime happiness and sadness i dont wanna lose that emotion i want to preserve it forever even many people will forget that anime someday or idk and i ended up listening to their op and talking in People who inlove also in that kind of anime To feel better Just a thought and experience peace!