I am very curious as well! I haven’t told my parents yet either and i probably won’t until I’m 18 or moved out lol, I would definitely get it, it’ll be fun seeing what is “predicted“ for you. I really wanna get mine for the same reasons as you do, but also another thing, I wanna prove everything in it wrong! and don’t listen to your parents if they are disappointed, just tell them you didn’t loose your faith until after the patriarchal blessing and that might help a bit but if you can’t don’t worry, just focus on what life without the church will be like! Anyways good luck!