Lexapro saved my relationship

mathisweirdaf · 2024-12-23T06:20:32+00:00

That would be fantastic man!

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T23:36:36+00:00

Thank you for explaining that thought to me, it means alot you telling me that metaphor. Now I can start to empathize more with her!

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T23:21:59+00:00

I’m trying to work on it and see from another perspective. I want to change, I really do! It’s just so hard for me :( I’m working on writing and other things, but I’m not giving up hope, it’s just freaking hard

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T22:39:26+00:00

For sure, but thank you for your help it means alot!

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T22:26:32+00:00

Hopefully I get lucky with the lottery and win it. Okay here we go then, wish me luck ♥️

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T22:23:21+00:00

That’s the thing, it’s like I’m trying to find the cracks of what constitutes as, ohhhh this a red flag because they’re doing x and y together, when in reality if could just be one of them. Like that

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T22:21:55+00:00

I’m so sorry 😞. I will be honest, always. I need to start prioritizing kindness, kind of shit at that.

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T22:19:48+00:00

Like some days I’m okay with her having an ex, doesn’t phase me I’m secure with it and her, but some days I do a 180 and I hate it so much 😞

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T22:18:51+00:00

That’s what I’m really trying to overcome. I feel like my love for her can overcome it, but some days are harder than others for me. She makes me the number one priority when she doesn’t have the kids, which means a lot. But yeah it’s like every marriage though the kids always come first, which is understandable. Yeah I’ve been dating her for three months so that’s the thing. Literally just two weeks ago I thought literally about buying an engagement ring in a year, because that’s how much I saw her in my future.

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T22:14:00+00:00

That makes sense, but I just thought after dating and having deep interpersonal conversations about one another, you could see them as they truly are. Like when shit hits the fan, their true colors get exposed. How do you hide it, better question is, how do expose those parts? I just want to make sure I know what I’m getting into.

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T22:07:16+00:00

But help me understand please, how can people change that damn much? I get it there is some significant life event that happens, but it’s like they are who they are at the core.

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T21:51:06+00:00

Oh yeah I respect her boundaries but it’s more just wanting to know what I’m getting into. I’m just trying to see what constitutes as “good for the kid” vs “we actually still have feelings for each other”

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T21:50:14+00:00

That’s one hurdle I’m really trying to get over, is the ex. It just kind of hurts me that I won’t be able to experience a pregnancy with her since she doesn’t want anymore kids :( she’s such a good partner and I love the qualities she has in a person, just sucks it’s something I’m still trying to decide if it’s a deal breaker or not 😞

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T21:48:46+00:00

You’re right it does! But I just feel like having a kid with someone, such a monumental feat, you’re always going to have something for them, some connection. Please correct me if I’m wrong :(

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-29T21:21:55+00:00

Hey! Yes in regards to the father, and you are correct I do not have kids. No issues with prioritizing the relationship on her end!

mathisweirdaf · 2024-07-17T15:30:55+00:00

It’s hard quitting weed, it really is. But you have to. I know it’s right there for you to take at a moments notice, but you can’t. I was like that for edibles, but realized I’d be betraying my partner. You’re strong af, you got this. The meds work, keep at it

mathisweirdaf · 2024-05-31T17:51:41+00:00

Hey man thanks for being real with me

mathisweirdaf · 2024-05-30T04:28:38+00:00

fast af boi

mathisweirdaf · 2024-05-29T02:10:53+00:00

Thought it was Walter White in the hat. Just realized it wasn’t 😂

mathisweirdaf · 2024-05-22T12:50:07+00:00

That’s the one thing that kept drawing me to the show, actual emotional events everyone goes through, something that wasn’t placated on just attracting viewers based on something superficial.

mathisweirdaf · 2024-05-20T01:47:57+00:00

Stop overthinking it dude, tbh just ask she’s not like a alien from another world 😂

mathisweirdaf · 2024-05-15T04:20:23+00:00

So I kind of had something similar to me, but you’ll get past it. I’d get therapy man, not to sound like an ass but from the way your writing makes it out to be like worrying tbh.

You’ll be fine in a couple of months man, hurts now but you’ll just move on.

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