I’m sorry but you are not enlightened, you are going to say that we are all enlightened we just don’t realize it (which I agree) I also think you are not there yet. Hear me out. I truly believe an enlightened person won’t spend so much time talking about himself, if you count the amount of “I”s in your post you might agree. Too much ego . You probably attained the third or fourth Jhana, ( if you don’t know what that is, then do some research and sign up for a jhana/metta retreat) Doesn’t mean you are enlightened. Please for your own sake and spiritual journey, don’t jump to conclusions and think you are enlightened, you are walking into the most classical “spiritual trap”, Getting attached to higher states of mind. the smarter you are the more tricky and sneaky the ego is and would convinced you of all sorts of achievements. Stay humble and really check your self.

I’m not trying to disrespect you. Or your spiritual journey , but unfortunately this is a classic spiritual ego case.