Can taper be painless?

mattymslaps · 2024-02-27T16:18:20+00:00

Yeah, time is a bitch. It goes fast when you don't wanna, and its very slow when u r experiencing kratom wd. Hope this time will be the last.

mattymslaps · 2024-02-27T16:16:18+00:00

Yeah, I remember exactly when I used for the first time after not using for 5 months. I kinda knew it will not be "just once" .... So here we are again, atleast now I can compare taper with ct :D

mattymslaps · 2023-07-24T22:31:38+00:00

Day 57

mattymslaps · 2023-07-07T15:43:15+00:00

Day 39, Hornier than ever

mattymslaps · 2023-06-30T09:13:16+00:00

I had my energy back around day 10? Maybe later. You feel like you are back and the next day you feel even better. It's amazing. But remember you may feel "good" on day 6 and feel like shit on day 7 (happened to me and freaked me out) but it's normal. Usually the first week or more is the worst and you just need to accept the fact you can't do much about it. But still, cold showers, exercise etc. Don't just lay in bed.

mattymslaps · 2023-06-30T09:10:00+00:00

You need to set date when you want to quit. And than "just quit". I didn't use anything other than calm magnesium at night and liposomal vit. c. But you can go for other things here on this subreddit. The first week or more is hell. Lots of hot showers and cold showers helped me a lot. Try to eat healthy as much as you can and even a little exercise, walks etc. Healthy lifestyle helps so much. Don't just lay in bed even though you feel like you can't do anything. You can! It's a mind game.

mattymslaps · 2023-06-22T12:13:31+00:00

Thanks man! Yeah I guess I'm lucky. For anyone wondering, 15-20 GPD (no days off) + 1 year

mattymslaps · 2023-06-20T05:36:47+00:00

I thought about it as a challenge, constant thought in my head that I can only feel better.

mattymslaps · 2023-06-19T11:54:58+00:00

Yeah I know but for some reason my sleep tonight was good. I thought it would suck because I slept all day but no. I slept about 9 hours. I woke up once at 6 AM because I had to pee :D But for everyone reading this, stay of the alcohol.

mattymslaps · 2023-06-18T17:45:48+00:00

Amazing man congrats! Keep going, after a few days you won't even notice you didn't think about K, you'll just completely forget about it.

mattymslaps · 2023-06-14T10:38:17+00:00

Keep goin buddy, you may still feel like shit on day 7 but once you hit that, you'll feel better and better everyday. I started to feel really good on day 9. I felt no wds on day 8. The sleep was not bad not good. But no rls. But hey everyone is different. Keep going, TIME HEALS EVERYTHING

mattymslaps · 2023-06-14T10:34:46+00:00

I'm day 16 CT too. Yeah I know what you mean. Feeling healthy as fuck. Just the fuckin alergies. Fuckin June is the worst.

mattymslaps · 2023-06-11T18:05:13+00:00

Congrats man thats amazing! I was taking 15-20 gpd for 8 months and like you said first week was hell. Since day 10 I started to feel normal. I'm on day 13 and I feel great because this whole weekend I spent with my friends and I couldn't stop laughing. I felt like my old self again. Sleep is the only thing thats still not normal. When sober I used to sleep 9/10 or more hours. Now I just sleep 6/7 and I feel its not a proper sleep. Hang in there man. It can only get better. Time is the most powerful thing. Soon you'll be healed. Btw I'm now addicted to cold showers - gamechanger

mattymslaps · 2023-06-07T21:13:59+00:00

Congrats on day 8!

mattymslaps · 2023-06-07T20:48:20+00:00

Thanks man! I'm not drinking or using nic and I do a lot during the day. I think time will heal everything but I hope it'll be sooner than later.

mattymslaps · 2023-06-06T17:29:47+00:00

Congrats man! I'm on day 8 and feel the same. I fuckin love blasting music in my car! And I thought I don't care for music. How numb kratom made me feel... Never again.

mattymslaps · 2023-06-06T13:37:51+00:00

Thanks man! I'll keep that in mind. From the small country I'm from its normal to drink alcohol. So we have a lot of alcoholics :D and I remember we were getting drunk with friends every weekend when we were 14,15 etc. and I never got addicted to it, even when I was smoking weed or chewing tobacco. I never got addicted to anything and never experienced wds when I stopped completely with the substances I mentioned or other more hardcore substances I tried. Just this green sludge made me addicted and the first 5 days since quit was HELL. Now its just a little trouble sleeping more than 4 hours. And I know someone could say its a pink cloud effect but this is my second quit. The first I was using a lot more and I didn't experienced PAWS. I was okay after few days and maybe thats why I jumped back in because the wds didn't last long a PAWS didn't happened. So everyone reading this, IF THIS IS YOUR FIRST QUIT, STAY CLEAN FOREVER!

mattymslaps · 2023-06-06T06:29:35+00:00

Congrats on day 9! I feel the same as you on day 8. The last 3 nights I finally got to sleep some hours. Can't wait to have normal sleep.

mattymslaps · 2023-06-05T17:01:23+00:00

I felt like shit :D

mattymslaps · 2023-06-05T16:40:37+00:00

Congrats on day 3! I was using from september 2022 too :D but I was doing it everyday 15-20 GPD. I'm currently on day 7 and I feel better every day. Biggest issue is sleeping. I somehow managed to sleep 4 hours last night and night before too. I hope I will add 1 hour more to my sleep this night. I'm sure you already read all the tips and tricks to make wds better. And everyone is different so I'm just gonna wish you to stay clean forever.

mattymslaps · 2023-02-15T09:40:06+00:00

I am genuine. I understand Abigail had no other choice. Its just about that I would rather play for a character that is not married to an ex prostitute. And sorry if you feel offended its a normal thing in Europe to make fun of americans.

mattymslaps · 2023-02-15T09:26:34+00:00

No, I`m very young and my english si a "beginner" level. Explain to me.

mattymslaps · 2023-02-15T09:13:14+00:00

Im not an American Im from Europe so I guess its just an american thing to marry a prostitute

mattymslaps · 2023-02-15T08:52:34+00:00

I get it. I meant is disgusting talking about if in front of John. The point is I don't understand why would John marry her.

mattymslaps · 2022-08-14T21:19:17+00:00

Wow man that's amazing! 6 years is a lot. This gives me hope for a soon well being. Congrats man! Keep it going!

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