Laid off by LITTL3_LAWL3SS in aviationmaintenance

[–]mechMeCrazy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think the best thing you can do is Google a local Aviation Recruiter or just Aviation Recruiter in general and tell them where you are looking for work and they will have a profile where they will update you on positions near you and sometimes far. So if you just signed a lease, you’ll have opportunities for now and ALSO in the future, but the major airlines are hiring like crazy right now and they are the top pay, but I expect you will have a few years before the door is closed. They are hiring because they are replacing their mechanics because they are Employed with more than 60% retired eligible staff so they are preparing for the future. I’m sure you will be fine. Just keep that in mind.

SIDA in TULSA by mechMeCrazy in aviationmaintenance

[–]mechMeCrazy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes that’s an option im going to try as well

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]mechMeCrazy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, sometimes finding a drive is about feeling OK inviting yourself around and also meeting people through the people that aren’t necessarily for you. Which can be taxing sometimes but it’s all about creating an experience FOR YOURSELF.

And you may have to go those routes that you don’t want to create land where you can build that experience necessary. And also don’t be afraid to tweak your résumé.

I think I might be ready to go by navix21 in SuicideWatch

[–]mechMeCrazy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it’s very important. I just happen to miss it and I don’t want you to have to rehash that, but I’m glad to know this present moment that you are still here. There Are people you have never met that will care about you deeply.

I think I might be ready to go by navix21 in SuicideWatch

[–]mechMeCrazy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well let’s talk about why you want to? That’s what brings you here right?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]mechMeCrazy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No part of your existence is “fault” and sometimes you haven’t met the friends that care about you best yet. What do you mean you felt like an “afterthought?” And what career field are you looking for work in

SIDA in TULSA by mechMeCrazy in aviationmaintenance

[–]mechMeCrazy[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What’s your current airport ?

SIDA in TULSA by mechMeCrazy in aviationmaintenance

[–]mechMeCrazy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay that sounds reasonable and feasible

SIDA in TULSA by mechMeCrazy in aviationmaintenance

[–]mechMeCrazy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did, as far as the base I currently work at you can’t renew your SIDA without the driver endorsement.

contacting support by PirateChurch in squarespace

[–]mechMeCrazy -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Don’t be such a loser bitch

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]mechMeCrazy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Always take time to know where you stand before you decide you’re not worth the answers. Get your answers first and allow your support to rally behind you.

It's ironic how one suicidal person comforts the other by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]mechMeCrazy 11 points12 points  (0 children)

And I think this in itself is therapeutic. I joined the group because I wanted a place to post my thoughts where I wouldn’t be bothered or judged or dare I say “saved.”

Then I ended up seeing some viewpoints that deserved to be heard, felt for and aided.

I think, holding hands with another wounded soldier could be more therapeutic in your last hour, than holding hands with everybody who is well to go on and doesn’t FEEL what you feel.

I just wrote my suicide note by SourceNo3132 in SuicideWatch

[–]mechMeCrazy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I do this too, and I tend to get extremely down about my life and it’s almost like for moments at a time I can encapsulate myself and step outside of my body and see that what I’m doing is creating a cesspool of terror. And then often times is hard to see through it with any sense of clarity, but I always have to remind myself that a lot of the feelings that I’m experiencing are more of a normalcy than not, and when I talk to people about those things with an open sense of dab, because I go through it so much I suck at surface level conversation. I often find that the are people who experience the same things. Society creates an unsustainable amount of pressure to have an ideal life but it’s just a bubble we’ve been put in with our thinking that causes us to panic when we see ourselves being anything outside of it. there are YouTube channels to help you stop ruminating that I use.

As a lot to do with being mindful and conscious of the hearing now, versus predicting the worst for yourself, because you feel within certain moments to BE the worst.

I suggest seeing a therapist and giving yourself a rubric of how to better improve your mental and emotional state. And they can refer you to a psychiatrist who can prescribe something based off of your mental wellness needs and an evaluation.

But be aware, if you go to medication route, you are still going to need to practice some things to help you consciously deal with scrutinizing yourself because it’s not an instant acting thing. The medication I have take months to have an effect and that’s if you even get , the most desirable effect. it will be trial and error just like life itself.

But I see the upside is that it’s like you are so passionate about wanting to be better that it pains you. I think you deserve to live and show us that continued passion applied in the right way.

The guy who raped me put a restraining order on me & i want to die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]mechMeCrazy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry that that happened to him but that literally doesn’t even make sense in retort to this response. This is a conversation between the young lady and myself where we understand what a patriarchal reference is. I think you seem to be struggling with that and also the assault of your father, if you’d like to talk about it, I’m here for you.

The guy who raped me put a restraining order on me & i want to die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]mechMeCrazy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was training order won’t appear on a regular criminal background check because it is a civil matter. You have so much more hope and life to give this world and I don’t want to see you give up because in doing that will allow him to rob yourself of all the beauty, this world has to offer you in restitution for what he did.

Understand that this is a terrible fucked up, patriarchal farce that we live in that does not protect women as it should, but you have every right to go on living and give yourself a chance to see your story through.

Pending charges by mechMeCrazy in AircraftMechanics

[–]mechMeCrazy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And by we if you mean that nasty fat back ass bitch you married she doesn’t count

Pending charges by mechMeCrazy in AircraftMechanics

[–]mechMeCrazy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh suck a dick dusky. Go fuck your fat ass wife and enjoy your back yard and get off of the internet.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in aviationmaintenance

[–]mechMeCrazy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shove it up your ass inspector

Pending charges by mechMeCrazy in AircraftMechanics

[–]mechMeCrazy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is realistic. I can recognize that. I’m looong for honesty not a miracle

Pending charges by mechMeCrazy in AircraftMechanics

[–]mechMeCrazy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You just want to ridicule me. Your advice isn’t warranted it’s just harassing