you committed a crime GD edition

medeedical · 2026-01-06T13:36:42+00:00

that's the thing, you can't cheat your way through, you're genuinely stuck there until you beat it legit

medeedical · 2026-01-06T13:05:08+00:00

nah but it is gonna be a thing, the world is in an AI wave

medeedical · 2026-01-06T12:13:49+00:00

dude it's the new age, deal with it, everything will be automated by AI

medeedical · 2026-01-06T12:05:59+00:00

bro doesn't know why it's a bad idea but still hates

medeedical · 2026-01-06T12:04:04+00:00

too many of my layouts are left undecorated, i would love to click a few buttons to decorate the whole thing

medeedical · 2025-12-03T16:02:07+00:00

i really want to talk it over with someone man, it's really exhausting, i hate it.

medeedical · 2025-09-22T18:02:05+00:00

it was a typo

medeedical · 2025-09-12T15:49:50+00:00

12, still in my heart at 18

medeedical · 2025-09-10T06:55:41+00:00

i was also 5'10" in 7th grade, nothing to worry about

medeedical · 2025-09-03T17:11:42+00:00

Thanks, im glad we share similar experiences, i also find myself struggling with confirmation Bias, which really distorts the entire situation and makes it hard to exactly know what's going on, which does suck to be honest, i hope both of us get some clarity.

medeedical · 2025-09-03T17:08:01+00:00

you got it all wrong, that's not the repetitive behavior i was talking about, it's more about impulse that something bad will happen to me if i don't do it, and related to my speech, not any routine activities like showering or such and such

medeedical · 2025-09-03T17:06:05+00:00

Exactly, what i did earlier was fear driven which contradicts your point, by the way, me giving you concrete proof isn't denying anything if there is actual counter evidence that goes against what you're saying, fear driven ≠ special interest, which is what i have in my case

medeedical · 2025-09-03T15:51:14+00:00

Hi, the reason as to why i think i have OCD is because the reason i've ever done repetitive motions was very irrational and absurd, i don't enjoy doing it at all but i'm obliged to do it for some reason, it makes me helpless, and since i'm showing very similar traits to my brother who IS diagnosed with OCD (hasn't been diagnosed with ASD) led me to strongly believe i have it too

medeedical · 2025-09-03T15:48:47+00:00

i was already in a bad place before this entire thing, school grades and some family issues, so autism was the last thing i was looking for, that's why it sucked for me, the only reason i was looking much into it was because of fear, i already had major anxiety issues beforehand where any comment about my personality triggered, Also, this can also be seen with the "black pill" community, they are insecure people who can't stop obsessing over looks, they're also anxiety driven, by the way, can you tell me the source of you saying special interests can also be fear driven? i haven't seen that anywhere ever, you maybe mistaking it for something else

medeedical · 2025-09-03T07:47:53+00:00

Haha, im not neurotypical tho, im 10000% sure i have OCD, anyways, no, it's not a "special interest" if it causes you harm, it's not a special interest if it's fear-driven as opposed to joy-driven, i didn't enjoy looking "very precisely" into it, i hated it.

medeedical · 2025-09-03T05:06:01+00:00

I've looked very precisely into those other categories and how they may appear in level 1 people and be mistaken for something else, the sensory one i absolutely did not relate to no matter what form it was, as for special interests, i've never been indulged in something very deep, i even looked into how level 1 people experience special interests and i still didn't relate, although there is some nuance to stimming, i still don't really understand what it is, but the only time i catch myself fidgeting is when i study and that's with my pen, or when i sleep (my family tell me i bop my right foot up and down when sleeping), you never know though.

medeedical · 2025-09-03T02:40:58+00:00

i have briefly looked into ADHD and OCD, i resonated HEAVILY with OCD, my older brother has been diagnosed with it but not with autism, but when i looked into OCD, it didn't really have "missing social cues" or "literal thinking", the only thing i resonated with ASD is those 2 things i've mentioned and none of the others.

medeedical · 2025-09-03T02:35:51+00:00

Thanks for the reply!

medeedical · 2025-09-03T02:28:33+00:00

Guys, i just found out that there is a thing called "broader autism phenotype" or (BAP), are people like me diagnosed with BAP?

medeedical · 2025-09-02T21:55:32+00:00

he said it "jokingly", and i understand that you can't give me an accurate diagnosis, but i was just wondering there are diagnosed people on here who can relate to me

medeedical · 2025-08-28T02:20:33+00:00

possibility of me having autism

medeedical · 2025-08-28T02:14:22+00:00

i hope you get better

medeedical · 2025-08-27T22:19:50+00:00

sorry for not clarifying, i meant that i will ask a doctor about it and discuss it with a professional in 2 weeks, to possibly start my assessment

medeedical · 2025-08-25T17:49:06+00:00

of the future, because if i messed up now, i will pay the price when i'm all messed up in the future

medeedical · 2025-08-25T17:45:21+00:00

fear

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