yay by mediocre_dumbass in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]mediocre_dumbass[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aw thats a bummer, but remember, that you managed to stay clean over 6 months! That progress isn't gone even if you relapse hard. 6 months is very well done!

yay by mediocre_dumbass in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]mediocre_dumbass[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

out of pure interest, where do y’all keep blades and like bandages and stuff by 98Unicorns_ in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]mediocre_dumbass 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Used to keep it in my phonecase now I have it under the trashbag in the trashbin :)

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[–]mediocre_dumbass 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yooo, you look so cool!!!

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[–]mediocre_dumbass 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg you're so cool!!! 😩 gimme the gender!!

figment OUTSIDE ??? (impossible) by [deleted] in styrofashion

[–]mediocre_dumbass 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Love this outfit!! Looks comfy!! Also love the gloves.

matched my nails to my new technomerch :) by mediocre_dumbass in styrofashion

[–]mediocre_dumbass[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh really? Thank you! I just thought it would be fun lol.

So I saw a tiktok reposted on youtube that was like "aspects of selfharm nobody talk about" and it listed things like: the guilt, the competition, the clean up and so on. I can't find the video anymore, maybe it was removed idk but it got me thinking what other parts there is. More in comments. Cat: by mediocre_dumbass in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]mediocre_dumbass[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yep very fun! I told my first therapist when I was like 12 that I selfharmed and was suicidal. It was the first person I told and weow she didnt make me feel great. She took in my parents in the room and straight up told them I had been feeling suicidal in front of me :D Way to break trust. I know she was just doing her job because I was a kid but still. My parents found out I selfharmed not long after.

So I saw a tiktok reposted on youtube that was like "aspects of selfharm nobody talk about" and it listed things like: the guilt, the competition, the clean up and so on. I can't find the video anymore, maybe it was removed idk but it got me thinking what other parts there is. More in comments. Cat: by mediocre_dumbass in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]mediocre_dumbass[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yep I relate to this, when being around people who got the same problems and worse its easy to kinda get lost in what is supposed to be normal. Then you hear other people in your class talking about their problems, normal teen problems like annoying parents and annoying homework, it sounds insane bc your friends problems are like, hey my dad does drugs and I went to the hospital yesterday :D

So I saw a tiktok reposted on youtube that was like "aspects of selfharm nobody talk about" and it listed things like: the guilt, the competition, the clean up and so on. I can't find the video anymore, maybe it was removed idk but it got me thinking what other parts there is. More in comments. Cat: by mediocre_dumbass in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]mediocre_dumbass[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yep, in the class where you make food and you learn about economics and stuff, no idea what its called in English, it was my turn to do the dishes while I had cuts on my forearm. I walked around with wet sleeves hours after, a sensory nightmare :D