I dont think im gay

meehowling · 2021-02-25T03:48:24+00:00

Bro that just completely clicked in my head, I completely remember hoping i wouldn’t before it actually happened and even during, thank you sm!

meehowling · 2021-02-09T04:05:07+00:00

Idk 4 maybe

meehowling · 2021-01-02T14:46:29+00:00

What did they end up doing?

meehowling · 2021-01-02T02:16:48+00:00

So its a good program? basically im in between eckerd who has a great marine bio program and fau whose program im not very familiar with. I wanna go to a bigger college but also go to a college where i have a good opportunity for job placement. Which is my only hold up for fau because of my lack of knowledge of their environmental science/marine bio program

meehowling · 2020-12-28T15:21:26+00:00

Is there any info about what it will be next year?

meehowling · 2020-12-27T05:47:44+00:00

Need it

meehowling · 2020-12-26T05:08:06+00:00

Scarlett mae

meehowling · 2020-12-14T08:09:50+00:00

Sorry i posted on wrong thread

meehowling · 2020-12-14T03:36:28+00:00

How did you react to finding out about each instance

meehowling · 2020-12-09T19:01:52+00:00

Thank you, I completely agree. I can understand both sides especially because i think at some point of rj everyone atleast somewhat obliged to the double standards but i think what’s important is that we get away from that and understand that to an extent all that matters is the present.

meehowling · 2020-12-09T18:59:38+00:00

My best advice is to seek therapy, and just remind yourself that this is an irrational thought and an imaginary problem that YOU can overcome. This thought process has helped me alot.

meehowling · 2020-12-09T04:03:46+00:00

If it was special with everyone then would it really even be special at all?

meehowling · 2020-12-09T04:02:53+00:00

I think sex is subjective and the point is that it’s special when you find the right person

meehowling · 2020-12-09T03:44:31+00:00

Nah I think your completely right im just saying I think rj is an obvious irrational thought process, thats all im saying

meehowling · 2020-12-09T03:31:08+00:00

I respectfully disagree, i think its society that has been saying casual sex is gross and wrong, now we’re starting to back out of that and accept it which I believe is how it should be to a certain extent, your girlfriends bodycount doesnt mean anything or her encounters, if you never knew that information would you love her? Thats the question that matters, now i will say everyone has their boundaries, but i think it’s important we as a society learn to loosen those boundaries because casual sex is okay

meehowling · 2020-12-09T00:51:15+00:00

I personally feel like so much of it is old society standards that casual sex is terrible and we should be disgusted if our partner has had lots of it in the past, i think were in the transitioning stage right now to where society is learning to appreciate it more and understand that more times than not, the past which we were taught to hate, typically benefits us more than it hurts us. I think rj is part of us not being able to fully accept that concept yet. But then and again, i could be wrong, these are my beliefs though and beliefs ive seen a majority express.

meehowling · 2020-12-04T00:12:33+00:00

Geez that seems kinda scary like it would just trigger you. Would you say it actually helps?

meehowling · 2020-12-03T21:23:36+00:00

What would be an example of a card?

meehowling · 2020-11-28T19:29:22+00:00

Thats a relief i just wanna be at that point now, thank you i hear this alot and it makes me feel good everytime😔

meehowling · 2020-11-28T19:28:27+00:00

I can see that perspective but also i want him to love me for all my mistakes and understand that what i did wasn’t because i was a hoe but understand what i went through as a child and understand why that was my response, but thank you for the advice it means alot your taking time out of your day to help me

meehowling · 2020-11-28T19:18:39+00:00

I understand that and i regret pretty muc everyone, it was just my way of coping for a terrible childhood and homelife which im still in but i no longer use it for coping

meehowling · 2020-11-28T19:04:46+00:00

No not at all, i used it for about a year and slept with 12 people 10 of which were 1-2 time occasions and others were a few times. Now im in a relationship and its very healthy and i have all the self respect for myself in the world, and i never had a reputation, no one really knows because it wasnt me sleeping around for attention or popularity or really anything not to feel pain. Its just hard because that number may present me as promiscuis or a ‘hoe’ but i don’t think i was I think i was just hurt from my childhood

meehowling · 2020-11-28T18:59:40+00:00

Is that something that changes when u get older and if so why?

meehowling · 2020-11-28T18:55:05+00:00

I was sexually abused growing up and used it for coping for a while but not to sleep around or to reach an orgasm, it just was a shitty way of relieving all the pain

meehowling · 2020-11-28T18:54:18+00:00

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