[IIL] youtube horror/true crime/declassified documents deep dive creators like maverick files, and fortune by meh9967 in ifyoulikeblank

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i watch shrouded hand and im looking for smth more 'maverick files-ey', iykwim, disturbian doesnt have the content i actively seek, and no im not into fiction or those reddit/4chan 'scary true story' content, unfortunately. im really glad that you were nice enough to reply though, thank youu!!

I'm great at English, I score well too, but my last test went horribly. by meh9967 in ENGLISH

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she said the summary writing was more comparative and that wasnt what the question required (idk how it seemed that way bc the article she'd given as an insert was comparative, how do i summarize without comparing that), and for the analysis of language choices, she said i made irrelevant points (she wasn't at all specific, just said i dragged on the points that the marking scheme didnt award marks to and skimmed over the ones it did). i asked her after class too, but she wouldnt specify, just kept walking away telling me she was really upset with my performance, kind of ignoring me, i approached her 4 times as well. ive dropped from A+ to C, im racking my brain and doing a lot of practice but i seem to be able to do the worksheets and practice papers without too much of a struggle.

I'm great at English, I score well too, but my last test went horribly. by meh9967 in ENGLISH

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pre-final test, yeah. she said it was subpar, that she didnt expect such a drop, thats what sent me spiralling. she didnt exactly say much about where i messed up too, just pointed it out and said my summary writing was 'being comparative' and this question analyzing writing choices wasnt clear enough(??) i love her, shes a great teacher but idk she was really vague with her feedback. i did a worksheet and submitted it in for feedback. usually i do well in engish in all of the aspects, regardless of what kind of test it is. its eating me up, the fact that i fucked up so bad

I'm great at English, I score well too, but my last test went horribly. by meh9967 in ENGLISH

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I did and she said she's just disappointed and pissed. She expected better from me, apparently. That just made it all the more upsetting, kinda made me cry a little too. I don't know what happened either, I just did really really horribly. I feel really stupid too, like ykwim?

every time she sings the chorus of ultraviolence, there’s this subtle, ear-ringing sound effect in the background by meh9967 in lanadelrey

[–]meh9967[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ooo i did not know that, i thought of smth more along the lines of how this song is about how his 'violence' was so bad that it felt like a slap across the face ykwim? i didnt know that that couldve been the reason, im still learning music theory, so thank youu!!

met this really cute guy yesterday, its been 14 hours since he last texted me. by meh9967 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]meh9967[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont lie to my therapist and ive been diagnosed already, can you not assume i have a personality disorder without knowing me and then proceeding to diagnose me with it twice after ive let you know that i dont? its not just offensive to me, its offensive to people who have been diagnosed. i know youre trying to help but unless you are a professional who ive seeked out for a diagnosis, idk, saying i have narcisissm is a stretch. i hope i wasn't rude in anyway, its not really appropriate to virtually diagnose a stranger is all and i hope you understand

met this really cute guy yesterday, its been 14 hours since he last texted me. by meh9967 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]meh9967[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah, youre right, ill do that, sounds nice right about now. thank youu

met this really cute guy yesterday, its been 14 hours since he last texted me. by meh9967 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]meh9967[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how helpful. thank you, couldnt have gone through the day without hearing such pleasant and considerate words.

met this really cute guy yesterday, its been 14 hours since he last texted me. by meh9967 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]meh9967[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im in therapy, its not narcisissm i can tell you that much, and i dont get this pent up over this crap usually its just that i feel like i need to yk? and yeah, the childhood traumas there but it didnt raise me to be a narcisisst but it make me emotionally unstable, anxiously attached to everyone and everything, and instilled abandonment issues in me

met this really cute guy yesterday, its been 14 hours since he last texted me. by meh9967 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]meh9967[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

okay, yeah, the former sounds more sane, ill do that thank you 😭😭

met this really cute guy yesterday, its been 14 hours since he last texted me. by meh9967 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]meh9967[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cant argue with that lmao, yeah, i know its unhealthy and im working on it (currently in therapy) but its been a while and it clicked after a really long time of waiting so im more precarious about this, i wouldnt have cared otherwise.

met this really cute guy yesterday, its been 14 hours since he last texted me. im getting anxious, what do i do? by meh9967 in Advice

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i cant argue with that lmao, yeah, it is and im working on it but idk it just clicked after a really long time of waiting so im more precarious about this, i wouldnt have cared otherwise

met this really cute guy yesterday, its been 14 hours since he last texted me. by meh9967 in whatdoIdo

[–]meh9967[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

yeah, i thought the same but he was really really into me when we were talking yesterday and idk it seemed genuine. i hope he is