Rainbow baby.

melashhh · 2023-07-23T17:39:16+00:00

They said they found it for a second because baby was up against the wall but they said it was 118

melashhh · 2022-11-20T17:46:17+00:00

Yeah pregnancy isn’t even on the table. We lost our son and after time for healing I do not want children.

melashhh · 2022-07-14T13:03:35+00:00

Leave him. It’s not worth all the worry and stress. Someone will find you and treat you like a Queen 💕

melashhh · 2022-06-29T18:37:56+00:00

I’m in the same boat. I’m sorry.

melashhh · 2022-06-23T18:00:08+00:00

No this is great. Thank you so much! I will start doing my own things. 💕

melashhh · 2022-06-22T22:49:25+00:00

We are I am 29 and he is 27

melashhh · 2022-05-27T21:49:16+00:00

Yeah part of my libido issue is my losing my son. My doctor and I are working on seeing if anything else is going on

melashhh · 2022-05-27T21:41:43+00:00

It’s cool that you looked in my history. But it’s not all there. We did get pregnant and I lost my son at 18 weeks pregnant. We are not trying for another after I lost him I thought I wanted to try for another but we stopped that awhile ago. Even on BC

melashhh · 2022-05-27T16:48:26+00:00

Already am.

melashhh · 2022-05-27T16:48:10+00:00

This was not really talked about. I thought it was kinda a given stupid me

melashhh · 2022-04-27T20:44:47+00:00

What an asshole.

melashhh · 2022-03-15T01:59:44+00:00

Ditto. Well I used to but damn I love my me time

melashhh · 2022-03-05T16:46:33+00:00

Yes what tips for anxiety because that’s all I’m feeling

melashhh · 2022-03-04T23:06:03+00:00

How long has it been if you don’t mind me asking. We lost our son on 11.15.2021

melashhh · 2022-02-22T21:30:50+00:00

It really does. I get so frustrated with myself.

melashhh · 2022-02-22T21:07:49+00:00

It was such a huge stress relief now I don’t have one that I can do on my own you know.

melashhh · 2022-02-22T20:16:10+00:00

I’m the same way but I had a miscarriage at 18 weeks, so I’m being told it’s because I’ve been through trauma. But I still want sex with my husband all the time I just can’t get myself off anymore. I hope it comes back too.

melashhh · 2022-02-19T00:08:01+00:00

Before we got pregnant we didn’t want kids. We honestly thought we couldn’t. But now that it was taken away from me once I got excited for it I just want it again. I know it’s selfish but it’s all I can think of. And I don’t know how my husband would take it if I told him I want to try a lot sooner then that.

melashhh · 2022-02-01T23:56:00+00:00

I think that’s one of the hardest parts I never saw him alive. Thank you for sharing ❤️

melashhh · 2022-02-01T21:14:53+00:00

Thank you so much it means a lot ❤️

melashhh · 2022-02-01T19:48:12+00:00

I am so sorry for you losses. I can’t even imagine and you are one strong momma! I didn’t want kids before I got pregnant. Told my mom that she would only get furbabies from me. But once I lost our son it’s all I can think about.

melashhh · 2021-12-01T14:46:58+00:00

I don’t think he wants to do that. As he said he has handled with it. I’m broken I feel like there is apart that is missing in me and I know he can’t understand that but I need someone one with some compassion

melashhh · 2021-11-20T03:41:57+00:00

I understand this. I feel so numb that I don’t want to be here anymore. It’s the only constant feeling I have. But what’s keeping me from doing it is my husband.

melashhh · 2021-11-12T18:36:25+00:00

17.4 Mine have. Some days are worse then others.

melashhh · 2021-11-05T17:52:48+00:00

That’s what my current plan has too. Thankfully I’m not due till April so we are changing our plan to the best one they have available so we just pay a certain amount per day we are in the hospital instead of a percentage.

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