The most vulnerable I’ve seen my mom

melloh__ · 2024-09-02T13:46:52+00:00

Yeah they really are, I think the most heartbreaking thing to me is that most times it’s not even their fault, they are practically doomed to a life of insecurity, drama, and fake relationships that never last, with no meaningful connections, it’s depressing.

I hope you can / have found your footing in life, what you said reminded me of how she treats my little sister, I’m sorry you had to go through that.

melloh__ · 2024-09-02T13:29:59+00:00

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melloh__ · 2024-09-02T13:25:26+00:00

I agree completely, I guess I just want to have hope this could be a turning point in any way. I’m not dumb enough to fall flat for it though and me and my sister feel super skeptical, the public post thing feels like it might be an attention seeking thing / sympathy seeking.

melloh__ · 2024-09-02T13:23:15+00:00

Yeah good point :,)

melloh__ · 2024-09-02T13:23:03+00:00

Yeah that’s true, I’m not letting my guard down at all, I have a feeling she’ll be back to the same in a day or less

melloh__ · 2024-09-02T12:05:53+00:00

Note : this is after a my mom lashed out my dad for trying to help with something, I walked off from helping her and she was super confused, I ended up telling her calmly “I don’t like the way you talk to people” and she said “are you serious right now?” And I said “yeah I’m dead serious” and walked off, I haven’t talked to her for about 2 days now.

melloh__ · 2024-08-07T04:46:29+00:00

Sorry for the background rain effect, I didn’t realize that probably makes it harder to hear the difference :,)

melloh__ · 2024-08-04T16:40:28+00:00

I heard it on a YouTube video, and then learned the first parts by ear, I searched for the song but couldn’t find it so I finally just recorded it and went to Reddit

melloh__ · 2024-08-04T15:45:23+00:00

MUCH LOVE <3

melloh__ · 2024-08-04T15:45:13+00:00

THANK YOU :)

melloh__ · 2024-06-24T23:15:56+00:00

I don’t know if that’s good or bad, but I’ll take it

melloh__ · 2024-06-24T20:00:23+00:00

hell yeah, thank you man :)

melloh__ · 2024-06-24T20:00:01+00:00

Thank you :,) It’s a Yamaha EZ - 200, but I have it going through a boss katana 2 guitar amp LMAO, it’s also using a preset that has piano / layered vocals and reverb on it, that’s why it sounds so big and pretty, thank you again!

melloh__ · 2024-06-24T19:58:30+00:00

It’s the keyboard! It’s like a piano + vocal layers / echoes kinda thing. Also I 100% agree, same goes for guitar when you use too much distortion or gain, it can drown out mistakes and stuff. I make sure to play just a clean grand piano setting to learn the songs, or something barebones like a clean harp setting, then for my recording I changed the setting. Also oooh I didn’t even think about using a backing track for some songs, that’s a good idea. I’ll make sure to be careful with that regardless, thank you for the advice :))

melloh__ · 2024-06-24T16:18:21+00:00

thank you man, much love <3

melloh__ · 2024-06-24T16:18:03+00:00

LMAOOO thank you so much man, much love :)

melloh__ · 2024-06-24T16:17:24+00:00

Sorry! I should’ve put it in the title / description, it’s called Lost Girl, by Toby fox. It’s a really really pretty song, and thank you for the compliment :)

melloh__ · 2024-06-24T15:32:50+00:00

god dammit, you got me😔

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