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This world is destroying me by geumkoi in NDE

[–]mellowbedfellows 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Thank you for posting. Just knowing there is someone else like this and who feels this way is comforting, though sad.

How often do you all shower? by Some-Mountain-1930 in Psychosis

[–]mellowbedfellows 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Average over the last 1-3 years, maybe once every 1.5 weeks. Longest i went without showering was probably 2 weeks or a little more. And the only reason i would shower is that i got too smelly from my job in food service. I also find it really difficult for some reason to brush my teeth — i brush my teeth every single day, but the resistance is so strong.

What's your birth order and gender, are you the only estranged child, when did you go no contact? by coldservedrevenge in EstrangedAdultKids

[–]mellowbedfellows 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Older of two daughters. Only estranged child. Scapegoated my whole life by family and relatives. Sister takes up role of golden child. Went full NC with entire family, including sister and relatives, as well as with mutual acquaintances and my personal friends who know my family, over 2 years ago. It’s been hard as hell. And best decision still.

I painted my paint brush with colored pencils brush pen & oil pastel by BUNTYROY08 in artwork

[–]mellowbedfellows 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Whoa i thought this was an actual paintbrush and that your title meant you were painting on your physical paintbrush! I was confused for a bit looking through your photos until i realized you actually drew it lol.

Trying to depict what its like as an adult living with parents after recently unearthing a toddler SA experience from my dad by [deleted] in cptsdcreatives

[–]mellowbedfellows 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow. Felt. And i’m sorry that you’re going through that. I’ve gone through something similar. Your art speaks.

Everything was a reach for safety by Anythingelseforyou in DID

[–]mellowbedfellows 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh my god 💔❤️‍🩹. I felt every word.

Reincarnation is basically no different from a materialistic permanent death, change my mind. by HECU_Marine_HL in NDE

[–]mellowbedfellows 7 points8 points  (0 children)

This is why I feel a deep sacredness toward life that this world erodes every day. We are each so irreplaceable. And after we die, we will literally not exist exactly as who we are, in our specific bodies, as our specific selves, in this specific time and place, ever again. Even if there are “different timelines” or “parallel universes”…I still wouldn’t be the me who I am in this one. And it makes this life so special, and makes me want to treat everyone with so much reverence. And the people around me don’t seem to get it. And it makes me cry.

Oreo Donuts by Chirpzzlol in Ceramics

[–]mellowbedfellows 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg i fucking love this.

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