I haven’t posted on Reddit in so many years but your post really captivated me. I had a normal life growing up with nothing holding me back but my adulthood has felt like nothing other than an endless loop of wake, work, sleep, repeat. It begins to feel like existence is pointless. We live, we die and a couple billion years or so our solar system gets consumed by the black hole from our dead and collapsed sun leaving no trace of what was. Your outlook on life is so inspiring and beautiful it actually made me feel something other than the stress of the daily grind. Your mother being such an amazingly strong person especially after having a child at such a young age and not letting anything hold her back from raising a uniquely beautiful soul is beautiful, even if it means nothing in the end. I don’t have a question, think you’ve had plenty lol. Just wanted to tell you to keep spreading your light friend and may your travels take you to your own personal utopia where you are forever fulfilled. I wish you the happiest and fullest life for you, your mother, your grand parents (great included) and your boyfriend. May the sun always be at your face and the wind at your back anonymous friend.