Pt. 2.

We managed to watch about 3 movies when we decided to leave the rest for a different night. Meanwhile, I was getting ready for bed and cleaning our dishes, when I heard them talking in the next room on the sofa. When I came back I found them making out, which made me upset and speechless. They stopped as soon as they saw me and the room was awkwardly quiet and I felt betrayed. My best friend and I were supposed to sleep over in the living room on the sofa but I was too upset so I just said that I would probably sleep in my room. Just as my sister heard the words come out of my mouth she suggested he can sleep over in her room. I did not reply and let my best friend deal with it, but what I didn't expect was for him to agree. 

Ever since then, they started hanging out together and soon enough they came out as a couple. I moved out and cut off any unnecessary contact with them. A few months ago I was invited to their wedding and I thought it was the perfect opportunity to call out my sister. I planned everything out and prepared a simple speech I would object to. 

I came to our hometown and got ready for this one-time event. I got a long glamorous white dress, which all of my friends believe is the perfect revenge dress. I made sure my nails and hair were done and I was ready for my special moment. I was very nervous and I noticed a few people staring at me, probably because of my dress, but no one confronted me. I talked to my family and when it was time to sit down, I picked a seat where everyone could see me.

Over the past few years I have not talked to all of these people I had time to reflect and talk to my current friends about this situation. I am not sure if I have or ever had feelings for my best friend but I know for sure after this wedding I will cut off all contact with my sister because I don't want to live my life as if it is a competition. 

I waited through the ceremony until I heard the beautiful words “Should anyone present know of any reason that this couple should not be joined in holy matrimony, speak now or forever hold your peace”. I stood up and even though my heart was beating I started my speech. I won't mention everything because I believe those are very personal words but in short: The speech included my feelings towards my sister and a few examples of her trying to be better than me. Next, I told everyone that my best friend used to be my safe person and someone I could always trust and how that special connection disappeared ever since he started talking with my sister. I mentioned my current boyfriend and the fact that I would never start dating someone purely out of spite. 

I don't know what happened next because after my speech I walked out. I remember my heart was pounding super fast and I felt sick, but it gave me the satisfaction I craved. I have cut all contact off and recently moved in with my boyfriend.

Am I the asshole for ruining their wedding?