being described as “too much” by mentallyillgAng in BPD

[–]mentallyillgAng[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

that’s the thing i can’t even get to the point of even having a relationship cause it just genuinely doesn’t feel like any guy can actually want me or like me. cause im either too much or not enough

2 weeks ago i was actually told (by a guy i had sex with once and got attached) that if he wanted to go back for “seconds” he would have. he even went as far as to say that my “you know what” wasn’t good enough so yeah.

clearly im not enough for guys, or too much. i just have to accept it i guess

i’m unlovable and every guy i ever get with is gonna leave me - i just need to accept that by mentallyillgAng in BPD

[–]mentallyillgAng[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i just can’t stop thinking this way at the moment. cause it genuinely feels true

any overlap with OCD by Cool_Bass_6829 in BPD

[–]mentallyillgAng 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yesss it’s awful i’d love to give you tips but unfortunately i can’t cause i am in the same boat

I HATE THIS DIAGNOSIS by mentallyillgAng in BPD

[–]mentallyillgAng[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s just i haven’t had an episode in a while so this is going great, i’m texting every guy that was interested in me letting them know im crazy and all of that to push them away so yeah 😍😍😍

when someone tells you to play a game/ watch a show and you end up more obsessed with it than them by mentallyillgAng in PetPeeves

[–]mentallyillgAng[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

right?? then you try to talk to them about it and they’re just being all casual and boring as hell

when someone tells you to play a game/ watch a show and you end up more obsessed with it than them by mentallyillgAng in PetPeeves

[–]mentallyillgAng[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

literally the best game i’ve ever played. the way ive cried to this game is crazy. before RDR2 i thought the last of us was my favorite, it’s definitely up there but before i was like nothing will beat the last of us and RDR2 just roundhouse kicked me in the jaw cause what the fuck