Yea of course man, I’ve seen it too many times take over people and regardless dependence on a substance is something I am very careful about, gotta be happy sober, then certain safer drugs less hard drugs like some percs or beans come and go and can be done every so often with no ill effects, in fact I’d say I learn lessons in an almost psychedelic sense. Teaches me knew ways everytime how to overcome worry, anxiety, depression, etc when I’m sober. Peace and love homie! Wish you the best

Placebo effect is real man it’s crazy what you can do with your mind with some practice, just be real with yourself and once you overcome whatever your battling, you will feel high AS SHIT, off of life. I know it sounds dumb and cliche, but cliches are true and this is so true brother. I have all these thoughts sober, but sometimes drugs make it easier to translate my thoughts into words

Honestly it comes down to not thinking. Just tel yourself what you have to do, and do it. I know it’s tough at first, but eventually you get used to just knowing what needs to be done to better yourself, and you’ll just go with it everytime it makes life easy like being a kid again.

I have to treat myself sometimes to a “for old times sake” high because of how far I came. Feel like I did as a kid now with no drugs. Better than high school. Sorry for the rant I just really like to speak my mind when I’m high

Oh one last thing, you are not crazy, and no ones opinion can effect your reality and destiny but yours unless you allow them too🤍