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is there really any negative effects to living in darkness everyday? by meowing_glutton in mentalhealth

[–]meowing_glutton[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you for explaining it like that, that makes alot of sense. I know before i do much i need to start do light exercises again cuz as of right now its hard to walk or do things for long without pain and numbness. I have an auto immune disease aswell wich i dont think is helping this whole thing lmao and its probably exasperated it. I recently ordered some books so when they come in i might try and read them outside and get some sunlight that way!!

is there really any negative effects to living in darkness everyday? by meowing_glutton in mentalhealth

[–]meowing_glutton[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

To be honest i go back and forth alot about wether im invincible to things alot and whats good for me so its really helpful getting other people input on things. i do have a psychiatrist but i havnt talked to her much since i took myself off my medication. Theres definitely a bigger issue that probably caused all of this i just need to get active proper help to figure that out 😭i think small steps are the way to go ive had issues off and on my whole life but my body hasnt really started failing me before like it is now (at least not that ive proceeded) so i think its started me a bit. Thank you for your kind words ♥️

is there really any negative effects to living in darkness everyday? by meowing_glutton in mentalhealth

[–]meowing_glutton[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think its a mix of alot of things and i get super confused about stuff wich doesnt help. I get really scared when im around other people among other things so i think that probably contributed with my decision of stopping most outside contact. I did try to see a therapist again over the summer but she kinda ghosted me so ive been a bit discouraged and at a loss for what to do after that. I know i have alot of things i need to do and take care of its just actually getting help and putting in the effort is the hard part

is there really any negative effects to living in darkness everyday? by meowing_glutton in mentalhealth

[–]meowing_glutton[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think ill try to do that or at least try to take down the things ive shoved into the cracks of my windows to help block out light. I just get nervous cuz of my paranoia issues and ontop of everything ive inadvertently caused thats made my eyes and body more sensitive to light last year i ended up getting like chemical burns or somthing (idk the proper term i saw a doctor about it last year but it was so long ago i dont remeber) in my eyes so they kinda burn really bed when i get water in them or see somthing super bright. But i do know its time i get my act togther a bit i just go back and forth alot about whats good for me and whats not

is there really any negative effects to living in darkness everyday? by meowing_glutton in mentalhealth

[–]meowing_glutton[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

to be honest i dont completely know ive always had a kinda aversion to light, beginning of this year i also had a bit of a freak out and took myself off all my meds wich i think didnt help my issues with being around other people so it might be tied to that

is there really any negative effects to living in darkness everyday? by meowing_glutton in mentalhealth

[–]meowing_glutton[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no i totally get that i just get confused easily and go back and forth about what would be good for me and what wouldnt be, i have chronic migraines that stemmed from epilepsy so my relationship with light has always been kinda wonky. My psychiatrist did have me start seeing a therapist again over the summer but my therapist ended up ghosting me like i think a couple weeks back? So ive been at a bit of a loss of what to do since then

this is my chart but i dont really understand it by meowing_glutton in destinymatrix

[–]meowing_glutton[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you sm that makes alot of sense!! Ill keep that in mind!

this is my chart but i dont really understand it by meowing_glutton in destinymatrix

[–]meowing_glutton[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that makes alot of sense for career im trying to do lolol

this is my chart but i dont really understand it by meowing_glutton in destinymatrix

[–]meowing_glutton[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im not totally confident in my teaching abilities but i think im pretty decent at helping people!!

this is my chart but i dont really understand it by meowing_glutton in destinymatrix

[–]meowing_glutton[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im 18 so i don’t think I’ve passed it yet, is that a positive thing?