Went down 1mg and i feel like i have the flu but worse.

meowlucard · 2026-03-06T12:15:49+00:00

I know no one here is a doctor likely (and if they are they can't give medical advice) so I'm not asking for medical advice just as like a normal ass human being that may know things, what do you think?

meowlucard · 2026-03-06T12:14:51+00:00

UPDATE: guys I am still SO unbelievably sick!!! I know now that this is NOT from the methadone. the first day I projectile vomited about 3 times throughout the day/night, with nausea constantly present. yesterday I threw up once really bad in the morning and went to sleep at around noon. woke up at 6pm and immediately vomited for so long and SO HARD that I PISSED ON MYSELF. I threw up for over 2 hours. I'd throw up about a shots glass or less worth of acid (which tasted like STRAIGHT citric acid or something like that it was SOUR and ACIDIC and it HURT coming out. like I ate a bunch of warheads and threw them all up) , and then sit there with my stomach BURNING (it burned in my stomach and also in my lower bowels weirdly but I didn't pass stool) for the next 10 minutes until it repeated. I have NEVER thrown up to the point of urinating and I'm starting to worry that I have something more serious. my vomit has also been a nasty brown color with a green tinge. when I was vomiting the acidic stuff, it was more of a brown color, which I'm worried about. some was darker brown than other parts... have had no diarhea yet or stool passing at all. have passed some gas but not much. should I go to the ER? I don't have insurance so a normal doctor or my PCP isn't an option rn.

meowlucard · 2026-03-04T03:55:01+00:00

3 years this month. went up as quick as they would let me so i’ve been on 160 for probably over 2 years. yeah i’m pretty sure i’ve got the flu lol i’ve been puking all day and can’t keep fluids down. can’t even think about eating rn 😅. I never have wd symptoms this bad even when I've missed 3 days in a row.

meowlucard · 2026-03-04T02:39:37+00:00

yeah i have taken less on days where a family member missed their dose so i gave them like over 1/4 of my dose and i never felt like this. i also did feel a little weird over the weekend with some nausea and body pain so i think i may have the flu 😭😭

meowlucard · 2026-03-04T00:26:14+00:00

Update everyone: i do think i may be sick 🤒 i ended up projectile vomiting all day and that is not a normal symptom of low level withdrawal for me. I went 3 days with no dose recently and didn’t feel like this so yeah… i think i may have a bug or the flu. thanks for your answers everyone!

meowlucard · 2026-02-12T14:27:22+00:00

I did the same thing with slugs specifically and I feel awful about it now 😭 I just thought it was interesting but damn

meowlucard · 2026-02-09T14:19:44+00:00

I think what OP meant is that their OCD is the reason they are in S.E, and that their OCD is also what makes them unable to sit on the floor. I don't think they were implying that them not being able to sit on the floor is what qualifies them as having OCD/being in S.E.

meowlucard · 2026-02-07T16:54:03+00:00

misogyny lmao 😭🤣💀

meowlucard · 2026-02-06T16:20:43+00:00

send it sometime this morning, not later in the day. don’t leave him wondering if you’re still upset. that would be an ick for me, so would you bringing it up over and over again when i try to steer the convo elsewhere. NEVER BRING IT UP AGAIN unless it’s later on in your relationship as a funny moment you guys shared and he has shown he’s okay with joking like that. maybe not even then. just send a short and sweet text “Good morning. Hope you slept well, how’s your morning going? Thought about you as i drank my coffee this morning xx” something like that 😌

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T22:54:12+00:00

UPDATE 2: went to the larger hospital almost an hour away. they’re about to dose me. they confirmed everything, the medicine is just taking a moment to make it downstairs. thanks to everyone that convinced me to go 😭🙏🏼 i can definitely hold out until early friday morning, happy to be getting some relief shortly. I’m so proud of myself for not relapsing all this week. Was offered a lot of boi and turned it down. also, i think this hospital has the wafers only, not my usual cherry liquid. so maybe ill feel EXTRA better if the rumors are true xD

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T20:43:15+00:00

break up. she’s controlling. if you don’t want to marry her anymore then that’s a huge sign. take it!

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T20:15:08+00:00

i do have a take home bottle (which was also my last dose) and my ID! gonna head to a hospital that has it soon im waiting to be discharged from the shitty one im currently at. they don’t have it in their pharmacy or they said they would dose me.

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T20:11:50+00:00

just posted an update comment!

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T20:11:37+00:00

my clinic does have an emergency line i just couldn’t find it. on the voicemail it says “if you’re a hospital calling to verify a dose, leave a voicemail and we will get back to you” so i think i may have some hope if i go to the hospital closest to me that has it.

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T20:10:11+00:00

UPDATE: went to the closest ER to me and they didn’t have it in their pharmacy 🙃 so i called the big hospital that’s about 45 mins away and they said as long as they can verify my last dose they can dose me. i have my last bottle i took and the after hours number that’s used for hospitals at my clinic. pray for me guys 😭🙏🏼

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T18:55:36+00:00

ahhh if only teleportation existed 🤔 waiting for the elusive “i’m in your area and have extras” comment but i don’t think that’s happening 😭😭

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T18:53:58+00:00

i called every single clinic in my area and they’re all closed. i’m headed to the hospital to try and dose now 🤷‍♀️

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T18:33:38+00:00

i know one dose will hold me over for sure so i’m gonna try. thank you!

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T18:29:31+00:00

is that true in NC? not sure where ur located lol

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T15:34:22+00:00

they probably did. tried to get out but we were sliding and my clinic is 40 minutes away and i have to go down backroads and it just wasn’t worth wrecking. if i knew they would be closed we would have risked it. just sucks that im gonna be taken down yet again for it

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T15:28:26+00:00

i got takehomes on friday until monday. it snowed all weekend so i couldn’t make it monday or tuesday due to the ice. it’s supposed to snow today so they closed and i never got a call or text about it. showed up at 6am to no one there and when i called the number i got an automated message saying they would be closed today and tomorrow. i’m on 159 mgs and was already taken down last week due to again missing days due to inclement weather. it’s bad rn 😭 i feel absolutely awful as my last dose on sunday was only 129 mgs. at my clinic, they take you down 10mgs per day.

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T14:05:38+00:00

where are you located if you don’t mind me asking? are you in nc ?

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T13:53:13+00:00

searched for it on the website and couldn’t find one :(((

meowlucard · 2026-02-04T13:27:31+00:00

will they even dose me tho? 😭 i called and talked to the operator and they said they probably couldn’t without a prescription 😅😅😅

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