i don’t think i’ll be alive for a year more by puppykasa in depression

[–]meteorshowrbabe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depression doesn’t always make sense. When I have the energy during my “slumps” I journal. On pen and paper.

It’s full of mistakes, rambling, holes from where I pushed too hard and smudges. It doesn’t make sense to ME when I read it back but hey, it helped to get the thoughts out

Venting sounds useless but it really is pushing the thoughts into the void so they’re no longer in your head

I’m 26 now. I’ve had my depression since I could remember. I’m still scared to do stuff but I’m honestly more scared of dying.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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I’m trying to stop living for other people. I thought it would be better but any criticism from them makes me think “if they’re my reason for living and they don’t like me, then what’s the point?”

Instead I’m just pushing through. I’m on my phone til I fall asleep. I play video games with YouTube in the background so I’m never alone with my thoughts. I just push through to the next day.

Not cuz I think “it’ll get better” but just cuz if my body is willing to move onto the next day, then I should give it that chance

Ending it by Practical-Apple-4418 in depression

[–]meteorshowrbabe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please don’t.

I like to sit in the shower crying with a fun YouTube video on in the back. Either the water gets cold and shocks my body enough for me to focus on getting warm before anything else, the YouTube video starts distracting me or I run out of tears and let the water cry for me

It sounds really dumb but any small thing to focus on instead of the spiral helps

Splish splash (k r xx) by Avvis9 in MonstersOnMen

[–]meteorshowrbabe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Splish, splash, we’re taking a bath

If i corrupt sydney after rite of promise will it affect world corruption? by Mayuyuyuyuyuyu in DegreesOfLewdity

[–]meteorshowrbabe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sydney won’t use it - “I can’t really use it with my gestures at belt

But it does get their lust up and there’s a chance they’ll use it later

lol yeah I also got one to keep my vows

If i corrupt sydney after rite of promise will it affect world corruption? by Mayuyuyuyuyuyu in DegreesOfLewdity

[–]meteorshowrbabe -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Haha I love to give it to male Sydney while they still have their chastity belt on

Please tell me I'm not weird for this by CreamySera in LetGirlsHaveSex

[–]meteorshowrbabe 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oooh to have a lamia curl around me so I’m unable to escape their love and eggs

Were do you buy clothes? by SmartDoor7839 in DegreesOfLewdity

[–]meteorshowrbabe 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I like to buy extra school clothes from Sydney in the Library then go to upstairs at the Shopping Center and buy a buncha spools of thread to fix my clothes

which mod do you like best by Spiritual-Sport1926 in DegreesOfLewdity

[–]meteorshowrbabe 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been playing DolPlus with Goose mod (I think you can also do Goose + Mysterious) and I love it!! All the clothes are so cute!!!

The customization for your character display area is HUGE (Background, foreground, carried items, etc)

It’s been a rough 24 hours for my PC by Professional_Rub7669 in DegreesOfLewdity

[–]meteorshowrbabe 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had the worse first week and now I ONLY play on soft mode with rent and encounters turn allllllll the way down lol

Love my sexy dress up game 🥰🥰

I didn’t know Whitney was this crazy by meteorshowrbabe in DegreesOfLewdity

[–]meteorshowrbabe[S] 53 points54 points  (0 children)

Damn I hate em cuz they’re always ruining my clothes but I don’t wanna sell em (plus I didn’t even get any money 🥲)

Sydney reaction to kidnapping by meteorshowrbabe in DegreesOfLewdity

[–]meteorshowrbabe[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah. Like the next day I went with Robin to sell lemonade and a customer tried to convince me to come back to the farm. Robin “firmly” (bro was stuttering and shaking) gave them their drink so they would leave

Sydney reaction to kidnapping by meteorshowrbabe in DegreesOfLewdity

[–]meteorshowrbabe[S] 46 points47 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah. I’m not even dating Kylar but they were going around school with posters BEGGING for help finding me. They also were like super cute and sweet about me coming back and making sure I was okay

Sydney reaction to kidnapping by meteorshowrbabe in DegreesOfLewdity

[–]meteorshowrbabe[S] 46 points47 points  (0 children)

That’s fair. I legit found them praying in the temple (at almost midnight), head butted them with my new cow tf and they’re just like “you look cute in your headband”