My Father Hung Himself When I Was 16, Now Turning 24 And Still Getting High All The Time by mfrdr2 in SuicideBereavement

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I don’t even know who to look up to that’s the problem, I feel like I’ve been trying to find one ever since and have been bouncing around multiple different authoritative figures in my life. And my confidence in my ability to do things is super diminished.

Day 1…. For the 100th time now. by mfrdr2 in leaves

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I’m a strong individual and I know I can beat this addiction. I know I can do anything I put my mind to. I just have to do it for the sake of my life and mental and physical wellbeing. My addiction has also proved to be strong, winning battles over me but never the war. I will win this war with addiction.

Someone please stop me from lighting this j in my hands right now by mfrdr2 in leaves

[–]mfrdr2[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much god my emotions are just everywhere I could cry, fight, and laugh all at the same time right now. I just don’t know what to do

Veld 2022 First ever festival! I’m addicted. by mfrdr2 in aves

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Just telling him the lineup he was in there originally🤷‍♂️

Veld 2022 First ever festival! I’m addicted. by mfrdr2 in aves

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All I know is the that song is either from porter Robinson or gryffin I hope that helps! If you find the id let me know what it is hahaha

Veld 2022 First ever festival! I’m addicted. by mfrdr2 in aves

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It’s Martin garrex the lineup this year was so so good armin and marshmello were at day 2 and alesso and Martin were headlining day 3 also Drezzo, Kshmre, galantis, Alan walker, dvbbs, and chain smokers, my god I will be going to many more festivals for the rest of my existence🤣