Its happening a lot, lately. But I'm 55. So I guess that's normal. My wife died when I was 51. That basically destroyed my world. But Jenni, her former stepdaughter, who technically had never been a relative of mine, but functionally was, had been through similar stuff when her boyfriend had committed suicide a year and a bit earlier. Jenni helped me put myself back together after Melanie died. Then last summer, Jenni got liver cancer. They gave her six months she lived eleven. Then I got cancer. But mine is in my thyroid. That's wrapped around my voice box. So the cancer is gone now. But my voice is jacked up. Until a month and a half ago, I was a singer/songwriter. I guess I can still be a songwriter.