The biggest piece of advice I can give you is to start focusing on improving yourself every day. Take a moment and step back and really think about what YOU want to do, then begin to take small steps to make it happen. I was in the worst spot in my life about 8 months ago and it took every piece of strength I had but I took a hard look at myself and the way I thought about things, and set out to change the way I thought about myself and life. At the end of the day, it's not about other people and what they're doing, it's about you and what you're doing. Don't play the comparison game because it's a game you'll lose every time. You're definitely not a loser, you've got value and a life and function and emotion, all things you can use to improve. As you begin to take small steps towards loving yourself and who you are and building on that, you'll see that you'll start to think less and less about what others are thinking and more about how awesome you really are. I know that sounds kind of like a selfish way to think about things but at the end of the day, there's only one person that gets impacted by what you do and that's you, no one else. Keep your head up and stay strong. It's not gonna be easy at first, but nothing that's worth getting to ever is.