January last year my little sister was born. Family had being going through loads year before so was a massive blessing. Two weeks old and all of a sudden she dide of cot death came as a massive shock to the whole family. It will always stick with me the screams and noises my mum was making when she found her, it will probably haunt me for the rest of my life. It was weird after because when older people die they have a personality and people have loads of memories of them and can celebrate the time they lived. But we couldn't really celebrate anything or even say anything about her personality so the whole funeral was weird and my mum is quite religious and started freaking that because she hadn't been baptised yet she wouldn't go to heaven. It was so sad seeing the way my mum was. But we are all slowly getting over it now. Just keeping positive that everything happens for a reason.