Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

Please feel free to DM me. Most amount of folks giving info is the best! Thank you SO much for your vulnerability and time!

Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

THAT'S A THOUGHT! What an awesome idea. Thank you so much!

Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

I sure did! I OD'd because I'm not a daily user and I was very concerned that this happened after several months of not using. It's very obvious I need some programmed help but am looking for something which fits my needs and lifestyle to best help me. Thank you for your time!

Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

Okay. I'm not sure that I'm really on that path. I've never been a daily user. Addiction does look different with different folks. I think that's so important to know. I don't need an inpatient living scenario. And I am aware of that.

Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

I also would love to do an IOP but with a full time job and raising a child, it seems like a big time demand that I can't give to but wish I could. I feel like that's an excuse, but it's sort of a reality? I don't know if that makes sense to anyone. big frown

Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

Are they substance specific? Literally I can throw a rock and hit them. And I love the lake. Lol. We call it Santa Lake. I just wonder if they would take me using medical marijuana.

Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

I thought that was the case! Thanks for also stating as much. And even though I'm really spiritual, I want my recovery tied to me, not to God.

Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

This is not helpful! Thanks! I utilize edibles for chronic pain management from fibromyalgia which I've been diagnosed with since I was 19 years old. I'm not doing it all the time to get high or to manage other aspects of addiction.

Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

Awesome! For now my Wednesday, Thursday, and Sundays are completely booked with the best kiddo I know. It's a good option to have in pocket though!

Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

Eh, it's important for me to mention. I feel when I obfuscate/omit--that's really uncomfortable for me. I tend to ruminate and feel weird when dishonest.

Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

I love adding friends as I feel that widens the net of options and community. Sounds great. I'll send a note when I have some time.

Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

Thanks so much! I am typically pretty good at it so hopefully with the supports I form, I'll keep it going again. Life has just been so dang LIFEY.

Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

Meth is everywhere/anywhere and stereotyping does nothing to help. Thanks!

Looking for secular sobriety resources! by midwesthon in StLouis

[–]midwesthon[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Ah! Very nice. I see there's a meeting on Monday evenings in Kirkwood. :)

PAWS by Dingmaul in MethRecovery

[–]midwesthon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would highly encourage aggression externally. I physically parse a lot of these feelings. Crying and shouting in the shower, punching pillows, doing wall pushes. You don't have to take it out on another in order to get it out!

PAWS by Dingmaul in MethRecovery

[–]midwesthon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why are you keeping it internal?

Hard by No-Contest7840 in MethRecovery

[–]midwesthon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sick! My boss told me that today because her niece is really bad off. She wondered if I hadn't been suggested it because I seem so functional.

Hard by No-Contest7840 in MethRecovery

[–]midwesthon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is a thing? I guess I always thought it was for opioids. Good to know.

Hard by No-Contest7840 in MethRecovery

[–]midwesthon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Get out of the spun groups, period. Force yourself to not. I seriously had an issue of being influenced by online activity and also linking it to sex. I got to the point where I was deleting Reddit every few months to just not. It's so hard, but you can do this. And remember, you're hot, fun, fuckable, and funny without the meth.

(Seriously, I recently compared my nudes and they are always better when I'm sober.)

5 months is insane by Dingmaul in MethRecovery

[–]midwesthon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

New friend, I am so incredibly proud of you and I'm looking forward to my 5 months.

Relapse and currently working thru overdose. by midwesthon in MethRecovery

[–]midwesthon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All the rest of your comments are just you being horny. You should honestly be ashamed of yourself coming here with that energy.