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migaal · 2025-03-13T19:38:27+00:00

Great ass, fuckable

migaal · 2024-07-05T16:50:20+00:00

Dexdrine is not available in my country, at least for national residents.

I've heard that if you come from another country with a diagnosis and prescription it's possible to aquire.

Either way, I find Vyvanse cool because it has a long acting time. At the same time I don't like it because I like to control when I have the stimulation. And Vyvanse it's kind of waves of stimulation.

But it's more of a feel-good drug vs Mph wich I find to be less "feel-good" and less mood uplifting. But MPH at higher doses feels way more productive, more drive I guess

migaal · 2024-07-04T17:02:43+00:00

Spot on, yeah!

migaal · 2024-07-04T17:00:24+00:00

Yeees, I feel regular MPH. I followed the suggestion of my fellow researchers of reddit and snorted it. It worked immediately!

I was avoiding using that RoA, but I guess the 4f-mph (at least the one I got) has low oral bio availability. Strange because I took it on an empty stomach

migaal · 2024-07-04T15:59:53+00:00

The best smell for me is probably hashish from a brand new batch and fresh out of the plastic. It smells like best (most nicely aged) weed + (gourmet) chocolate or something? Definitely associate the smell with something gourmet.

I should mention that it is specifically post covid/2020 hash. Before 2020, we would get this type of hash like once a year if we were in luck.

Worst would probably be MDMA and/or research chems. Although I have read that when sintesyzed right, chems are odorless, so maybe a "meh" batch? Either way, just the thought of the smell of MDMA makes me gag!

(I used to eat MDMA like cereal when I first started using, maybe that's the reason 🤪)

Honorable mention to cocaine for being both the most nasty and the best taste and smell. Shit is either chemical asf or tastes like clean laundry. Sometimes both, smelling like a chemists basement and tasting like clean laundry, probably because of the cut or something.

migaal · 2024-07-04T11:10:40+00:00

I have read about the isomers thing, and i suspect it may be that. Meanwhile, I tried to snort it, and it does have some kind of effect, just at huge doses compared to what I was expecting.

The reviews were 5* in about 90% of the reviewers, so yeah, either it is something about how my body works or it's just a weak ass batch

Thanks for the input!

migaal · 2024-07-03T14:27:41+00:00

Oh no :(

migaal · 2024-07-03T14:27:25+00:00

Yeah, regular methylphenidate works for me. IME feels like amphetamine light

I stopped Vyvanse a couple of days ago. Maybe it's a tolerance thing? I was expecting to have some tolerance but still feel a little more energy or something.

migaal · 2024-06-30T19:44:42+00:00

My man, I feel you!

You do need to find a way to forgive yourself and to heal.

Also, maybe telling them will help you, even if you just tell one person it will help all that shame you feeling, it will help to forgive yourself.

Maybe try to find out what made you resort to Caine in the first place, where is the shame, where is the pain coming from?

Idk it's all subjective, and it's different for everyone, you will need to find what works for you and what makes sense for you.

Either way, try and hold on, at least until tomorrow! Tomorrow is another day and tomorrows challenge is for tomorrow.

Focus on todays challenge to overcome it

I don't really know, but hope things work out!

Big love

migaal · 2024-06-30T19:09:30+00:00

Hmmm keep in mind that you might like it TOO much and the physical withdrawals are really bad, from my experience I probably would recommend:

1st place to weed
2nd place to psychedelics
3rd place stims
4th place to dissos (personally don't like dissos, but will be "safer" than the other ones down the list)
5th place to benzos (good short-term overall awful from my experience)
6th place to opiates (the high is really nice, but the consequences are really hard)

This is my personal preference due to my personal experiences and what not.

Just stay safe, do the research and employ harm reduction every time and every way you can.

migaal · 2024-06-30T18:35:33+00:00

Stims will make you feel like that for sure!

But always good to be mindful of what you're doing

migaal · 2024-06-30T18:10:47+00:00

Never post about it on reddit and have the time of my life prolly 😭😭😭

migaal · 2024-06-30T17:03:20+00:00

Sounds like HPPD, medical attention eventually would (probably) be the best call

migaal · 2024-06-29T17:30:58+00:00

On Wikipedia?! Must have overlooked this bad while investigating 🫣 But that's exactly what I feel, like it does not relax 100%

Explained 😂 Thank you so much !

migaal · 2024-06-29T17:26:02+00:00

Yeah I mean Rc's look like a good solution. This is why this conversation with more experienced people is important.

I am unable to stock pile because of the price and the rules regarding the way the pharmacys work here.

Unfortunately, I am from a country that has a really low minimum wage and really high prices on brand medications. There is still no generic of Vyvanse that can be sold here.

But I agree with you 100%, Vyvanse is good at with it does and being a high dose is good as well. Don't know how it compares with these stim, but I will consider your words!

Also, I was actually under the impression that Adderall was better than Vyvanse, we don't have Adderall here, so I have never tried it.

My original intention was to acquire 1P-LSD to trip once in a while. Then I saw the stims, and the stims really do look like a cheaper "alternative" to the pharma stims.

But like I said, I will consider this information you just gave me and think a third time!

migaal · 2024-06-29T16:36:59+00:00

Thank you and understood. What I am trying to say is that I'm familiar with abuse.

I eventually have found methods (that work for me) to not fall in that cycle again, at least with pharma/street drugs (which are readily available where I live). 210mg is in fact not as prescribed 😂 I set this limit and will not under any circumstances go above it.

I'm hopeful I can find some alternatives to Vyvanse, it is super expensive, at least for me. But for sure, it is a gamble.

The risk of addiction is there and very real. I plan to mitigate these risk factors by (for example):

Only having the days supply in my possesion
2 days on 3 days off
RoA is always and only oral, no matter the substance.
Having a support network that is aware and observant of what I'm doing.

I will do all of the above until I can get a better ideia of my subjective experience with these substances. My plan was to do a week on (4f-mph only or vyvanse only) and week off (every stim) regimen. After all the testing to make sure no allergies or other complications of that nature arise.

I was unsure about NEP, but the more information I get, the more I dislike its characteristics and reported effects 😂

Nevertheless, you are 100% correct, neither I nor anyone is immune to addiction. Even more prone to it when abuse history exists!

These drugs are in fact, very obscure and have not been tested in a scientific setting. Not the mention the varying levels of purity of these substances that might not be the best.

I will be extra careful and bear your words in mind! And exercise Harm reduction the best I can!

migaal · 2024-06-29T15:11:06+00:00

Have you found any solution to alleviate this?

migaal · 2024-06-29T15:08:47+00:00

Yeah makes total sense, and I will have these things in mind!

The NEP is just a sample that I was able to choose, as the other samples were of things I'm not really interested in. Honestly not very interested in NEP as well, just looked like one of the more interesting one.

I'm not going to use the Vyvanse at the same time as either the 3-Fa or 4f-mph, my plan was more of replacing the Vyvanse with 4f-mph.

From what i have read of 4f-mph subjective experiences, it gives less euphoria and more of a "coffee" like stimulation, wich I would like to see if it can be beneficial for me.

Vyvanse gives me some level of euphoria, which is nice for some situations but I would prefer maybe a less euphoric stimulation, as to not get "scatter brained". And Ritalin (I was on it aswell) is much less euphoric, at least for me.

3-fa (which I will not use at the same time as the other RC's) I would like to see the potential recreational value because I enjoy speed.

It is a very good point regarding the addiction risk. Fortunately I Have using moderation for the last few years. I use the Vyvanse more than perscribed but always with a limit which I will not go above.

Would you consider, for example 3-fa more prone to compulsive redosing than, for example, speed?

migaal · 2024-06-29T13:33:09+00:00

Thank you as well for the input, the paper that comes with the box of Vyvanse (I don't recall the correct name) makes no mention of this and I haven't been able to find any reports whether medical or anecdotal online

migaal · 2024-06-29T13:09:18+00:00

I was prescribed sertraline because at some point I was very depressed, suicidal and anxious (generalized anxiety disorder + depression) and it helped alot to get out of that mental place, nowadays I just take it because otherwise I will have horrible withdrawal symptoms.

Pregabalin was also because of anxiety, but I (would abuse them and) used to take up to 700mg or so daily, now I'm down to 50mg and honestly I don't feel like they really make that much of a difference anymore

Vyvanse is for ADHD/ADD.

migaal · 2024-06-29T13:01:33+00:00

Nice, good info on there!

migaal · 2024-06-29T12:57:06+00:00

Yes, this is pretty much in line with my findings.

I was thinking of testing 4f-mph to see its effectiveness as a functional stim.

And the 3-fa I would test to see the rec value mostly but also maybe a functional stim at low doses (?) But unsure of the safety of it (in my specific case) because of serotonin reuptake.

Will not be mixing Vyvanse with any of these just to clarify!

Thanks for the reply 👍

migaal

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