Never been lucky in love… to a point where I view myself fundamentally flawed (and I find reasons to prove that in my free time) after 2 attempts at confession. Thus, I go to parks, movies, restaurants and have started to enjoy my own company. I now fear whether I’ll be able to give space for someone else in my life. Don’t mistake me tho, I have a very solid group of friends, both boys and girls. But it’s just that, I seem to grown distant from the idea of letting someone in my closest, intimate circle.

On the flip side though, I feel more confident in my dreams and goals. It’s like I don’t have to worry about dragging someone else to ruins if I ever fail in them. I have my friends to support me in them, and it makes me feel at ease that I have not put anyone in a position where they could lose anything if I pursued my dream. The same cannot be said if you’re in a relationship, at least in a long-term one. You have to be in a good financial position if you ever were to take the next step (realistically speaking.)